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高中英语作文star
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Isqueezedinthesultrynoisycar,staringoutthebackofthesceneryalongtheway.Or,thedwarfoldgraybrickandtilebungalownorightatalltobecalledthelandscape.Corrosionisjustwaitingtobeinthelonelytime.Thepeopleinthebusisalwaysbustling,justputthephoneoutoftheschoolpantspocketalldifficultieslikerescueandrelief.
Amessage,fromabuddy,half-baked.Accurately,afewyearsagowestillsittinginthesameclassroomstrugglingsweaty.Hetogotothecity,IlivedinasecondschoolIwasbarelyamediocrelife.
Sogood,becauseasearlyascanafrivolousyearsoffantasy,Iruncountertothedream.
Iknockedbacktothemessage,theheartofshamebecauseofsomereasonthepain.Testthesendmetothesecondschool.DamnstraightIdo.Usedtothinktheirownchoicescanbenaturalandunrestrainedwavedandsaiddon’tcare,nownorelief.Thisuniformislikecriminalsfacemark.Stayclearofshame.EachtimeIseeChongDianJiaostudentsproudheadbentback,pointingtous.Althoughsaymyso-called,theinthemindstillverysharppain.Regretlikewavesslappedhisweaknerves.
Because,Iwasonceregardedasfavoredchild.
ButthemassivebooksIturnnow,alsodon’twanttoturn.Inthisway,carryingmychaoticthoughtsinwalkinginthewateroflife.
Iheavilydownonthebed,repose,sceneshasresurfacedinsight.
Mydreamisdeeplyrootedinmyheart,oncegavehim.Mothernosofthandsonmyshelfdrawingpreciousbookstornoffthemoment,itfromnowon.LetItoreheartcracklungofcry,alsocan’ttouchaspark.
Sincethen,Ihaveaproblemwithmyheart.Tornapart.Stillcannotheal.Alsodon’tknowwhattotakefillit.
StillrememberthefaceofblockmessIquarrelwithmymotherofhysteria.Stealtobuypigmentswerediscovered,stepfatherruthlesslydumpedtwoslap,knowfeelaburstofdizziness,verydark.
Iaminfatuatedloveofpainting.Knowtheimportanceofliteracyclass,dayafterdaydoingtheexercisesofthosewhomakemenervous.Iamnotahard-workingchild,isnotamongthehighestintheclassbutalsomaintainedmediumgradefrombeginningtoend.Sincehisparentsdivorced,homelifestrappedupsharply.Motherpersuadedmetogiveuppainting,tosingle-mindedincultureclass,growuptohaveadecentjob.Ofcourse,shealsoknowthatthisisasmallwholeheartedlyforstubbornchildaspirestobeapainterinvain.
Aboutherstepfather,Idon’tlikeitatall,hehadnoscruplesofbullyingathome.Abruptlydeprivedofmanyofthepaintings.Once,hesomehowsendfathertomyimportpigmentoutofthewindowgoout,Itriedtorunout.Pigmentsareallscatteredonthemuddygroundaftertherain,onlywithabeautifulshelloutofthelettersofthecircleonthedownstairsfestoonthetottering.Heavyfall,butmyheartislikeatemplebellsadismallowecho.Iwascarefultonotlikepainttubehome,falloffamancryverydark.
Tofillvolunteerthatdayiscoming.Sureenough,theystopmeenteroneselfforanexaminationoftheaffiliatedhighschooloffinearts,refusedtoprovidemewitheverythingonthepaintingcost.Motherinfrontofherstepfatheralsoshowedtheappearanceofthepassive,alwayssoftlysaid,atthattimeifyoudon’tlethimlearntodraw.
Thedarkcloudintheskycrawledoveranddark,untilmybreathaway.I’mnotstrongandattemptedtoresist.
Ihadtokowtowingtothem.
Closeexaminationoftheday,Idraggedmyemptybodywanderingattheedgeofthedreambrokenforalongtimecan’town.Untilfinallybecomeinsensitive.Sittingintheclassroom,likeintheteahouse,stretchinghislegsidlywatchingagroupofpeopleonthetableaway.Theteacherwon’twastetimetocleanupourearly.Iwantpeopleandthosewhohadbeenhighvocationaltechnicalschoolstudentsasidleabout.
Iclearlyremembertheafternoon,Idecidedtogiveupthestrugglespiritlessstudentsintheclassroomwascomingexaminationsenseofurgencyanddroveallsit,meticulous.Recess,agirlwithapleadingtonesay:
“CanIchangeseatswithyou?
Behindistoomessy,unabletofocus.”
Ithinkthisgirlis.Ijustdeterminedtogathertogetherintothedrossheap,shegavemeawonderfulgeographicallocation.Wholetmepassion,readilyagreed.
Hopelessisthebackoftheclassroomtotakeanexaminationofhighschoolstudents.Hornets.Theteacherhadtohelplesslytheunbridledenduredtheirclass.Irarelyassociatewiththem.Thatafternoon,Isummonupcourage,onthebackofthebigguysaid:
“Hey,buddy,giveribssmoke.”
Thesoundismodest,righthearallthepeopleintheback.Alllookedatmedumbfounded.AndsoIjoinedtheirnight’steam.Havetoadmitthatthejuniorhighschoolcareerismy17years80daysfromtheendofthemostcomfortabledaysinthelife.WhoCARESaboutthefutureishowdifficultandpainful.
Theinitialdegradationisreallyscaresme,asiffallingfromtheskyofweightlessnessflustered.Stepfathermother’sfaceappearedfrequentlyinfrontofmyeyes.Yes,inpainting,thefutureisbleak.
Theteacherinchargeofteachingphysicsisoldman,heveryfewgrayhairandhoarsevoiceagainstthesolarterms,withjusttherightamountofthesummersolsticeisnottohiskindness.Heisurgingthein-lawcalledmetotheofficeoftheonce.Thedesperateactareanathematomeatfirst,untilhesawmeattheschoolgateatatime.Iwashugavaguekissedthegirlnextdoorclass.Thenturnablindeyetome,Idon’tthinkofguilttorightnow.
Andstepfatherliveinourhousethereisathirdgrade’ssister,scarcelymorelovelyobedient,havebeenlearningthepipainartschool.Butthethoughtofhisfatherthathelivedandletpeoplehate.Stepfather,letmegivehertopic,onthetableinthekuahiscleverdaughter.Predictshe’llbecomeartists,bigmoney,Laotzehonorher.
Howdreadful,youheartlessletmedreamburiedforher.
Homealldayandnightisacheapthesmelloftobacco.StepfatheralwayssitsofainthemiddleofthenarrowhereyesfilthyracketTVseries.Once,Iaskedwhethersisterhatestostayquietlyintheenvironmentofcigarsmoke,triedtolethertopersuadeherstepfatheroutsmoke.Shejusttoldmethathabit.
Ihelplesslysigh,shefrownedandranaway.Imisshomeincreasinglylavenderlavenderspied.Thatisbecausethetasteofsoft,warmmelt,scattered.NowwiththenasalbesidestherichMoscowsmokeflavor,isasmallrestaurantdownstairsfrying.HowI’veneverfound?
Ilookattheclothesonthebalconythatdaymother,abouthalfadayareyoutalkingwithher.Hesitatedforalongtime,finallyasked:
“Doyoureallylovehim?
Themanwhositinthelivingroomboss.”
Hermother’shandaquiver.Andslowlytocontinuehiswork.Igrabbedherhandwetclothes.Havefoundafewwhitesilkandimpurityinthehair.Intheparent-teacherconference,beforeshetancurlyhairandfairskincanalwaysletmeinchildrenhavefaceverymuch.Sheisabeautifulmother.
“Children,donotpaintcanalsolive,yourdadtothehomehassquanderedmuch.Foryourstepfather,likeitornotyouhavetoaccept.”Hertone,nodoubt,don’tgivemeanychoice.
Mothercameintotheroom,onlyIamstandingonthebalcony,watchingthetwilightcitymixturewasthenightinalittlebit.Alsoaccompanymeinthenightbreezehangniket-whiteT-shirt.Hiscold,hurtmyfinger.Ihelplessstand,likeastatueofweatheringofrocks.Noheartbeat.That’sstepfathersentme.Onehandedmethelabelintheobviousplace.
Idon’tlikeeverythingabouthim
InthedaysthatIhadfreeandunfetteredease,Iusealloftheirsparetimechasinggirls.
Inmywanderingsthesedays,Ilikeagirlwithallthetime.
FornotadmittedtotheartwiththethingsIhavebeentoheart.EverytimeIpassbythedreamofthecampusjustcan’thelpbutfeeldejected.EveryFridaynight,Iwillbestandingunderthebeautyofartwiththelocusttreeatthepillarsoftheengravedaflowinginsidedaubedalltrance.PerhapsIinvaintopursueakindofspiritualcomfort.Onlyafewinwithstrongartisticbreathuniformstudentsinandout.
Thisishowshebrokeintomylineofsight.Carrythepicturebox,withacalmfacelightlybrushedpastwithme.Don’tknowatthismomentmyheartisnarrowchestbeatingmadly.Can’thelpbutshyunderherhead.Sheseemstoignoremyexistence.
Shewalkedoutofmyface,myeyesstaringathergraycanvasshoes,andthenwatcheduntilherbackwasneonmakesfuzzy.
Seeingheragainwastwomonthslater.Banyantreeisstillinthetree,butithasalreadybeenwinterexploitation,thewaytothenakedtorso.Istoppedher,shelookedback.Frownedasked,why?
Thereis,canmeet?
Iknowyou.
Weknoweachother?
Canseeyoucametoourschooleveryweek,familiar,areyouwaitingforsomeone?
Waitingforyou.Doyouwantacigarette,strawberryflavor.
Isthebeginningofthelegend,istheendoftheflat.Cleanfrombeginningtoendwillbetransparent.
Hereye-poppingwithexcellentacademicperformance.Oftenformytopicandcomplainedaboutthiscampus.AndIpouredoutofbrokenfamiliestoherdispleasure.Occasionallyaboutfunplayingamongboys.
Shesaid,youareafool,discontentwithfamilypunishoneself.Whetherthefuturewillbeengagedinwhatcanbedazzlingbright.
Don’tknowthere’ssomethinginthesubtlerelationbetweenus,IgloatoverthathelpmanIhaveabeautifulgirlfriend,meetmyvanity.
Notacrosstheboundariesofthegoodfriends.Onlyinonecanunbridledlookedupattheskyintheafternoon,sittingsidebysideaconversation.Lookathersuntanhairrestlessswayinginthewind,smilingcalmly.Shyismyinstead,hisheadunderthebrim,swinginghalfatransparentbottleofcoke,ther