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DublinersI
Dubliners(I)
byJamesJoyce
TableofContents
THESISTERS1
ANENCOUNTER7
ARABY13
EVELINE17
AFTERTHERACE20
TWOGALLANTS24
THESISTERS
THEREwasnohopeforhimthistime:
itwasthethirdstroke.NightafternightIhadpassedthehouse(itwasvacationtime)andstudiedthelightedsquareofwindow:
andnightafternightIhadfounditlightedinthesameway,faintlyandevenly.Ifhewasdead,Ithought,IwouldseethereflectionofcandlesonthedarkenedblindforIknewthattwocandlesmustbesetattheheadofacorpse.Hehadoftensaidtome:
"Iamnotlongforthisworld,"andIhadthoughthiswordsidle.NowIknewtheyweretrue.EverynightasIgazedupatthewindowIsaidsoftlytomyselfthewordparalysis.Ithadalwayssoundedstrangelyinmyears,likethewordgnomonintheEuclidandthewordsimonyintheCatechism.Butnowitsoundedtomelikethenameofsomemaleficentandsinfulbeing.Itfilledmewithfear,andyetIlongedtobenearertoitandtolookuponitsdeadlywork.
OldCotterwassittingatthefire,smoking,whenIcamedownstairstosupper.Whilemyauntwasladlingoutmystirabouthesaid,asifreturningtosomeformerremarkofhis:
"No,Iwouldn'tsayhewasexactly...buttherewassomethingqueer...therewassomethinguncannyabouthim.I'lltellyoumyopinion...."
Hebegantopuffathispipe,nodoubtarranginghisopinioninhismind.Tiresomeoldfool!
Whenweknewhimfirstheusedtoberatherinteresting,talkingoffaintsandworms;butIsoongrewtiredofhimandhisendlessstoriesaboutthedistillery.
"Ihavemyowntheoryaboutit,"hesaid."Ithinkitwasoneofthose...peculiarcases....Butit'shardtosay...."
Hebegantopuffagainathispipewithoutgivingushistheory.Myunclesawmestaringandsaidtome:
"Well,soyouroldfriendisgone,you'llbesorrytohear."
"Who?
"saidI.
"FatherFlynn."
"Ishedead?
"
"Mr.Cotterherehasjusttoldus.Hewaspassingbythehouse."IknewthatIwasunderobservationsoIcontinuedeatingasifthenewshadnotinterestedme.MyuncleexplainedtooldCotter."Theyoungsterandheweregreatfriends.Theoldchaptaughthimagreatdeal,mindyou;andtheysayhehadagreatwishforhim."
"Godhavemercyonhissoul,"saidmyauntpiously.
OldCotterlookedatmeforawhile.IfeltthathislittlebeadyblackeyeswereexaminingmebutIwouldnotsatisfyhimbylookingupfrommyplate.Hereturnedtohispipeandfinallyspatrudelyintothegrate.
"Iwouldn'tlikechildrenofmine,"hesaid,"tohavetoomuchtosaytoamanlikethat."
"Howdoyoumean,Mr.Cotter?
"askedmyaunt.
"WhatImeanis,"saidoldCotter,"it'sbadforchildren.Myideais:
letayoungladrunaboutandplaywithyoungladsofhisownageandnotbe...AmIright,Jack?
"
"That'smyprinciple,too,"saidmyuncle."Lethimlearntoboxhiscorner.That'swhatI'malwayssayingtothatRosicrucianthere:
takeexercise.Why,whenIwasanippereverymorningofmylifeIhadacoldbath,winterandsummer.Andthat'swhatstandstomenow.Educationisallveryfineandlarge....Mr.Cottermighttakeapickofthatlegmutton,"headdedtomyaunt.
"No,no,notforme,"saidoldCotter.
Myauntbroughtthedishfromthesafeandputitonthetable."Butwhydoyouthinkit'snotgoodforchildren,Mr.Cotter?
"sheasked.
"It'sbadforchildren,"saidoldCotter,"becausetheirmindaresoimpressionable.Whenchildrenseethingslikethat,youknow,ithasaneffect...."
IcrammedmymouthwithstiraboutforfearImightgiveutterancetomyanger.Tiresomeoldred-nosedimbecile!
ItwaslatewhenIfellasleep.ThoughIwasangrywitholdCotterforalludingtomeasachild,Ipuzzledmyheadtoextractmeaningfromhisunfinishedsentences.InthedarkofmyroomIimaginedthatIsawagaintheheavygreyfaceoftheparalytic.IdrewtheblanketsovermyheadandtriedtothinkofChristmas.Butthegreyfacestillfollowedme.Itmurmured,andIunderstoodthatitdesiredtoconfesssomething.Ifeltmysoulrecedingintosomepleasantandviciousregion;andthereagainIfounditwaitingforme.ItbegantoconfesstomeinamurmuringvoiceandIwonderedwhyitsmiledcontinuallyandwhythelipsweresomoistwithspittle.ButthenIrememberedthatithaddiedofparalysisandIfeltthatItoowassmilingfeeblyasiftoabsolvethesimoniacofhissin.
ThenextmorningafterbreakfastIwentdowntolookatthelittlehouseinGreatBritainStreet.Itwasanunassumingshop,registeredunderthevaguenameofDrapery.Thedraperyconsistedmainlyofchildren'sbooteesandumbrellas;andonordinarydaysanoticeusedtohanginthewindow,saying:
UmbrellasRe-covered.Nonoticewasvisiblenowfortheshutterswereup.Acrapebouquetwastiedtothedoorknockerwithribbon.Twopoorwomenandatelegramboywerereadingthecardpinnedonthecrape.Ialsoapp