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MyoldestsisterRosiehadwonthejacketafewyearsbackandIfullyexpectedtowinalso.Iwasfourteenandintheeighthgrade.IhadbeenastraightAstudentsincethefirstgrade,andthelastyearIhadlookedforwardtoowningthatjacket.Myfatherwasafarmlaborerwhocouldn'
tearnenoughmoneytofeedeightchildren,sowhenIwassixIwasgiventomygrandparentstoraise.Wecouldn'
tparticipateinsportsinschoolbecausetherewereregistrationfees,uniformcosts,andtripsoutoftown;
soeventhoughwewerequiteagileandathletictherewouldneverbeasportsschooljacketforus.Thisone,thescholarshipjacket,wasouronlychance.
InMay,closetograduation,springfeverstruck,andnoonepaidanyattentioninclass;
insteadwestaredoutthewindowsandateachother,wantingtospeedupthelastfewweeksofschool.IdespairedeverytimeIlookedinthemirror.Pencilthin,notacurveanywhere,Iwascalled“Beanpole"
and"
StringBean"
andIknewthat'
swhatIlookedlike.Aflatchest,nohips,andabrain,that'
swhatIhad.Thatreallyisn'
tmuchforafourteen-year-oldtoworkwith,Ithought,asIabsentmindedlywanderedfrommyhistoryclassinthegym.Anotherhourofsweatinginbasketballanddisplayingmytoothpicklegswascomingup.ThenIrememberedmyP.E.shortswerestillinabagundermydeskwhereI'
dforgottenthem.Ihadtowalkallthewaybackandgetthem.CoachThompsonwasarealbearifanyonewasn'
tdressedforP.E.ShehadsaidIwasagoodforwardandoncesheeventriedtotalkGrandmaintolettingmejointheteam.Grandma,ofcourse,saidno.
Iwasalmostbackatmyclassroom'
sdoorwhenIheardangryvoicesandarguing.Istopped.Ididn'
tmeantoeavesdrop;
Ijusthesitated,notknowingwhattodo.IneededthoseshortsandIwasgoingtobelat,butIdidn'
twanttointerruptanargumentbetweenmyteachers.Irecognizedthevoices;
Mr.Schmidt,myhistoryteacher,andMr.Boone,mymathteacher.Theyseemedtobearguingaboutme.Icouldn'
tbelieveit.IstillremembertheshockthatrootedmeflatagainstthewallasifIweretryingtoblendinwiththegraffitiwrittenthere.111refusetodoit!
Idon'
tcarewhoherfatheris,hergradesdon'
tevenbegintocomparetoMartha'
s.Iwon'
tlieorfalsifyrecords.MarthahasastraightAplusaverageandyouknowit"
ThatwasMr.Schmidtandhesoundedveryangry.Mr.Boone'
svoicesoundedcalmandquiet.
“Look,Joann'
sfatherisnotonlyontheBoard,heownstheonlystoreintown;
wecouldsayitwasaclosetieand..."
Thepoundinginmyearsdrownedouttherestiftheword'
sonlyawordhereandtherefilteredthrough.ll...MarthaisMexican...resign...won'
tdoit..."
Mr.Schmidtcamerushingout,luckilyformewentdowntheoppositewastowardtheauditorium,sohedidn'
tseeme.Shaking,Iwaitedafewminutesandthenwentinandgrabmybagandfledfromtheroom.Mr.BoonelookedupwhenIcameinbutdidn'
tsayanything.TothisdayIdon'
trememberifIgotintroubleinP.E.forbeinglateorhowImadeitthroughtherestoftheafternoon.Iwenthomeverysadandcriedintomypillowthatnightsograndmotherwouldn'
thearme.ItseemedacruelcoincidencethatIhadoverheardthatconversation.
Thenextdaywhentheprincipalcalledmeintotheoffice,Iknewwhatitwouldbeabout.Helookeduncomfortableandunhappy.IdecidedIwasn'
tgoingtomakeiteasierforhimsoIlookedhimstraightintheeye.Helookedawayandfidgetedwiththepapersonhisdesk.
“Martha,"
hesaid,"
there'
sbeenachangeinpolicythisyearregardingthescholarshipjacket.Asyouknow,ithasalwaysbeenfree."
Heclearedhisthroatandcontinued."
ThisyeartheBoarddecidedtochangefifteendollars一whichstillwon'
tcoverthecompletecostofthejacket"
.
Istaredathiminshockandasmallsoundofdismayescapedbythroat.Ihadn'
texpectedthis.Hestillavoidedlookinginmyeye'
s.
Soifyouareunabletopaythefifteendollarsforthejacket,itwillbegiventothenextoneinline."
StandingwithallthedignityIcouldmuster,Isaid,I,llspeaktomygrandfatheraboutit,sir,andletyouknowtomorrow."
Icriedonthewalkhomefromthebusstop.Thedirtroadwasaquarterofamilefromthehighway,sobythetimeIgothome,myeyeswereredandpuffy.
Where'
sGrandpa?
IaskedGrandma,lookingdownatthefloorsoshewouldn'
taskmewhyI'
dbeencrying.Shewassewingonaquiltanddidn'
tlookup.
111thinkhe'
sout