The Prussian Officer and Other StoriesI普鲁士军官和其它.docx
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ThePrussianOfficerandOtherStoriesI普鲁士军官和其它
ThePrussianOfficerandOtherStories(I)
普鲁士军官和其它故事集(英文版)
D.H.Lawrence
CONTENTS
ThePrussianOfficer2
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TheThornintheFlesh18
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ThePrussianOfficer
I
Theyhadmarchedmorethanthirtykilometressincedawn,alongthewhite,hotroadwhereoccasionalthicketsoftreesthrewamomentofshade,thenoutintotheglareagain.Oneitherhand,thevalley,wideandshallow,glitteredwithheat;darkgreenpatchesofrye,paleyoungcorn,fallowandmeadowandblackpinewoodsspreadinadull,hotdiagramunderaglisteningsky.Butrightinfrontthemountainsrangedacross,paleblueandverystill,snowgleaminggentlyoutofthedeepatmosphere.Andtowardsthemountains,onandon,theregimentmarchedbetweentheryefieldsandthemeadows,betweenthescraggyfruittreessetregularlyoneithersidethehighroad.Theburnished,darkgreenryethrewoffasuffocatingheat,themountainsdrewgraduallynearerandmoredistinct.Whilethefeetofthesoldiersgrewhotter,sweatranthroughtheirhairundertheirhelmets,andtheirknapsackscouldburnnomoreincontactwiththeirshoulders,butseemedinsteadtogiveoffacold,pricklysensation.
Hewalkedonandoninsilence,staringatthemountainsahead,thatrosesheeroutoftheland,andstoodfoldbehindfold,halfearth,halfheaven,theheaven,thebarrierwithslitsofsoftsnow,inthepale,bluishpeaks.
Hecouldnowwalkalmostwithoutpain.Atthestart,hehaddeterminednottolimp.Ithadmadehimsicktotakethefirststeps,andduringthefirstmileorso,hehadcompressedhisbreath,andthecolddropsofsweathadstoodonhisforehead.Buthehadwalkeditoff.Whatweretheyafterallbutbruises!
Hehadlookedatthem,ashewasgettingup:
deepbruisesonthebacksofhisthighs.Andsincehehadmadehisfirststepinthemorning,hehadbeenconsciousofthem,tillnowhehadatight,hotplaceinhischest,withsuppressingthepain,andholdinghimselfin.Thereseemednoairwhenhebreathed.Buthewalkedalmostlightly.
TheCaptain'shandhadtrembledattakinghiscoffeeatdawn:
hisorderlysawitagain.AndhesawthefinefigureoftheCaptainwheelingonhorsebackatthefarm-houseahead,ahandsomefigureinpaleblueuniformwithfacingsofscarlet,andthemetalgleamingontheblackhelmetandthesword-scabbard,anddarkstreaksofsweatcomingonthesilkybayhorse.Theorderlyfelthewasconnectedwiththatfiguremovingsosuddenlyonhorseback:
hefolloweditlikeashadow,muteandinevitableanddamnedbyit.Andtheofficerwasalwaysawareofthetrampofthecompanybehind,themarchofhisorderlyamongthemen.
TheCaptainwasatallmanofaboutforty,greyatthetemples.Hehadahandsome,finelyknitfigure,andwasoneofthebesthorsemenintheWest.Hisorderly,havingtorubhimdown,admiredtheamazingriding-musclesofhisloins.
Fortherest,theorderlyscarcelynoticedtheofficeranymorethanhenoticedhimself.Itwasrarelyhesawhismaster'sface:
hedidnotlookatit.TheCaptainhadreddish-brown,stiffhair,thatheworeshortuponhisskull.Hismoustachewasalsocutshortandbristlyoverafull,brutalmouth.Hisfacewasratherrugged,thecheeksthin.Perhapsthemanwasthemorehandsomeforthedeeplinesinhisface,theirritabletensionofhisbrow,whichgavehimthelookofamanwhofightswithlife.Hisfaireyebrowsstoodbushyoverlightblueeyesthatwerealwaysflashingwithcoldfire.
HewasaPrussianaristocrat,haughtyandoverbearing.ButhismotherhadbeenaPolishCountess.Havingmadetoomanygamblingdebtswhenhewasyoung,hehadruinedhisprospectsintheArmy,andremainedaninfantrycaptain.Hehadnevermarried:
hispositiondidnotallowofit,andnowomanhadevermovedhimtoit.Histimehespentriding—occasionallyherodeoneofhisownhorsesattheraces—andattheofficers'club.Nowandthenhetookhimselfamistress.Butaftersuchanevent,hereturnedtodutywithhisbrowstillmoretense,hiseyesstillmorehostileandirritable.Withthemen,however,hewasmerelyimpersonal,thoughadevilwhenroused;sothat,onthewhole,theyfearedhim,buthadnogreataversionfromhim.Theyacceptedhimastheinevitable.
Tohisorderlyhewasatfirstcoldandjustandindifferent:
hedidnotfussovertrifles.Sothathisservantknewpracticallynothingabouthim,exceptjustwhatordershewouldgive,andhowhewantedthemobeyed.Thatwasquitesimple.Thenthechangegraduallycame.
Theorderlywasayouthofabouttwenty-two,ofmediumheight,andwellbuilt.Hehadstrong,heavylimbs,wasswarthy,withasoft,black,youngmoustache.Therewassomethingaltogetherwarmandyoungabouthim.Hehadfirmlymarkedeyebrowsoverdark,expressionlesseyes,thatseemednevertohavethought,onlytohavereceivedlifedirectthroughhissenses,andactedstraightfrominstinct.
Graduallytheofficerhadbecomeawareofhisservant'syoung,vigorous,unconsciouspresenceabouthim.Hecouldnotgetawayfromthesenseoftheyouth'sperson,whilehewasinattendance.Itwaslikeawarmflameupontheolderman'stense,rigidbody,thathadbecomealmostunliving,fixed.Therewassomethingsofreeandself-containedabouthim,andsomethingintheyoungfellow'smovement,thatmadetheofficerawareofhim.AndthisirritatedthePrussian.Hedidnotchoosetobetouchedintolifebyhisservant.Hemighteasilyhavechangedhisman,buthedidnot.Henowveryrarelylookeddirectathisorderly,butkepthisfaceaverted,asiftoavoidseeinghim.Andyetastheyoungsoldiermovedunthinkingabouttheapartment,theelderwatchedhim,andwouldnoticethemovementofhisstrongyoungshouldersunderthebluecloth,thebendofhisneck.Anditirritatedhim.Toseethesoldier'syoung,brown,shapelypeasant'shandgrasptheloaforthewine-bottlesentaflashofhateorofangerthroughtheelderman'sblood.Itwasnotthattheyouthwasclumsy:
itwasrathertheblind,instinctivesurenessofmovementofanunhamperedyounganimalthatirritatedtheofficertosuchadegree.
Once,whenabottleofwinehadgoneover,andtheredgushedoutontothetablecloth,theofficerhadstartedupwithanoath,andhiseyes,blueylikefire,hadheldthoseoftheconfusedyouthforamoment.Itwasashockfortheyoungsoldier.Hefeltsomethingsinkdeeper,deeperintohissoul,wherenothinghadevergonebefore.Itlefthimratherblankandwondering.Someofhisnaturalcompletenessinhimselfwasgone,alittleuneasinesstookitsplace.Andfromthattimeanundiscoveredfeelinghadheldbetweenthetwomen.
Henceforwardtheorderlywasafraidofreallymeetinghismaster.Hissubconsciousnessrememberedthosesteelyblueeyesandtheharshbrows,anddidnotintendtomeetthemagain.Sohealwaysstaredpasthismaster,andavoidedhim.Also,inalittleanxiety,hewaitedforthethreemonthstohavegone,whenhistimewouldbeup.HebegantofeelaconstraintintheCaptain'spresence,andthesoldierevenmorethantheofficerwantedtobeleftalone,inhisneutralityasservant.
HehadservedtheCaptainformorethanayear,andknewhisduty.Thisheperformedeasily,asifitwerenaturaltohim.Theofficerandhiscommandshetookforgranted,ashetookthesunandtherain,andheservedasamatterofcourse.Itdidnotimplicatehimpersonally.
Butnowifheweregoingtobeforcedintoapersonalinterchangewithhismasterhewouldbelikeawildthingcaught,hefelthemustgetaway.
Buttheinfluenceoftheyoungsoldier'sbeinghadpenetratedthroughtheofficer'sstiffeneddiscipline,andperturbedthemaninhim.He,however,wasagentleman,withlong,finehandsandcultivatedmovements,andwasnotgoingtoallowsuchathingasthestirringofhisinnateself.Hewasamanofpassionatetemper,whohadalwayskepthimselfsuppressed.Occasionallytherehadbeenaduel,anoutburstbeforethesoldiers.Heknewhimselftobealwaysonthepointofbreakingout.ButhekepthimselfhardtotheideaoftheService.Whereastheyoungsoldierseemedtoliveouthiswarm,fullnature,togiveitoffinhisverymovements,whichhadacertainzest,suchaswildanimalshaveinfreemovement.Andthisirritatedtheofficermoreandmore.
Inspiteofhimself,theCaptaincouldnotregainhisneutralityoffeelingtowardshisorderly.Norcouldheleavethemanalone.Inspiteofhimself,hewatchedhim,gavehimsharporders,triedtotakeupasmuchofhistimeaspossible.Sometimesheflewintoaragewiththeyoungsoldier,andbulliedhim.Thentheorderlyshuthimselfoff,asitwereoutofearshot,andwaited,withsullen,flushedface,fortheendofthenoise.Thewordsneverpiercedtohisintelligence,hemadehimself,protectively,impervioustothefeelingsofhismaster.
Hehadascaronhisleftthumb,adeepseamgoingacrosstheknuckle.Theofficerhadlongsufferedfromit,andwantedtodosomethingtoit.Stillitwasthere,uglyandbrutalontheyoung,brownhand.AtlasttheCaptain'sreservegaveway.Oneday,astheorderlywassmoothingoutthetablecloth,theofficerpinneddownhisthumbwithapencil,asking:
'Howdidyoucomebythat?
'
Theyoungmanwincedanddrewbackatattention.
'Awoodaxe,HerrHauptmann,'heanswered.
Theofficerwaitedforfurtherexplanation.Nonecame.Theorderlywentabouthisduties.Theeldermanwassullenlyangry.Hisservantavoidedhim.Andthenextdayhehadtouseallhiswill-powertoavoidseeingthescarredthumb.Hewantedtogetholdofitand—Ahotflameraninhisblood.
Heknewhisservantwouldsoonbefree,andwouldbeglad.Asyet,thesoldierhadheldhimselfofffr