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ACupofTea
ByKatherineMansfield
1RosemaryFellwasnotexactlybeautiful.No,youcouldn'thavecalledherbeautiful.Pretty?
Well,ifyoutookhertopieces...Butwhybesocruelastotakeanyonetopieces?
Shewasyoung,brilliant,extremelymodem,exquisitelywelldressed,amazinglywellreadinthenewestofthenewbooks,andherpartieswerethemostdeliciousmixtureofthereallyimportantpeopleand...artists-quaintcreatures,discoveriesofhers,someofthemtooterrifyingforwords,butothersquitepresentableandamusing.
2Rosemaryhadbeenmarriedtwoyears.Shehadaduckofaboy.No,notPeter-Michael.Andherhusbandabsolutelyadoredher.Theywererich,reallyrich,notjustcomfortablywelloff,whichisodiousandstuffyandsoundslikeone'sgrandparents.ButifRosemarywantedtoshopshewouldgotoParisasyouandIwouldgotoBondStreet.Ifshewantedtobuyflowers,thecarpulledupatthatperfectshopinRegentStreet,andRosemaryinsidetheshopjustgazedinherdazzled,ratherexoticway,andsaid:
"Iwantthoseandthoseandthose.Givemefourbunchesofthose.Andthatjarofroses.Yes,I'llhavealltherosesinthejar.No,nolilac.Ihatelilac.It'sgotnoshape."Theattendantbowedandputthelilacoutofsight,asthoughthiswasonlytootrue;lilacwasdreadfullyshapeless."Givemethosestumpylittletulips.Thoseredandwhiteones."Andshewasfollowedtothecarbyathinshop-girlstaggeringunderanimmensewhitepaperarmfulthatlookedlikeababyinlongclothes....
3OnewinterafternoonshehadbeenbuyingsomethinginalittleantiqueshopinCurzonStreet.Itwasashopsheliked.Foronething,oneusuallyhadittooneself.Andthenthemanwhokeptitwasridiculouslyfondofservingher.Hebeamedwhenevershecamein.Heclaspedhishands;hewassogratifiedhecouldscarcelyspeak.Flattery,ofcourse.Allthesame,therewassomething...
4"Yousee,madam,"hewouldexplaininhislowrespectfultones,"Ilovemythings.Iwouldrathernotpartwiththemthansellthemtosomeonewhodoesnotappreciatethem,whohasnotthatfinefeelingwhichissorare..."And,breathingdeeply,heunrolledatinysquareofbluevelvetandpresseditontheglasscounterwithhispalefinger-tips.
5To-dayitwasalittlebox.Hehadbeenkeepingitforher.Hehadshownittonobodyasyet.Anexquisitelittleenamelboxwithaglazesofineitlookedasthoughithadbeenbakedincream.Onthelidaminutecreaturestoodunderaflowerytree,andamoreminutecreaturestillhadherarmsroundhisneck.Herhat,reallynobiggerthanageraniumpetal,hungfromabranch;ithadgreenribbons.Andtherewasapinkcloudlikeawatchfulcherubfloatingabovetheirheads.Rosemarytookherhandsoutofherlonggloves.Shealwaystookoffherglovestoexaminesuchthings.Yes,shelikeditverymuch.Shelovedit;itwasagreatduck.Shemusthaveit.And,turningthecreamybox,openingandshuttingit,shecouldn'thelpnoticinghowcharmingherhandswereagainstthebluevelvet.Theshopman,insomedimcavernofhismind,mayhavedaredtothinksotoo.Forhetookapencil,leantoverthecounter,andhispale,bloodlessfingerscrepttimidlytowardsthoserosy,flashingones,ashemurmuredgently:
"IfImayventuretopointouttomadam,theflowersonthelittlelady'sbodice."
6"Charming!
"Rosemaryadmiredtheflowers.Butwhatwastheprice?
Foramomenttheshopmandidnotseemtohear.Thenamurmurreachedher."Twenty-eightguineas,madam."
7"Twenty-eightguineas."Rosemarygavenosign.Shelaidthelittleboxdown;shebuttonedherglovesagain.Twenty-eightguineas.Evenifoneisrich...Shelookedvague.Shestaredataplumptea-kettlelikeaplumphenabovetheshopman'shead,andhervoicewasdreamyassheanswered:
"Well,keepitforme-willyou?
I'll..."
8Buttheshopmanhadalreadybowedasthoughkeepingitforherwasallanyhumanbeingcouldask.Hewouldbewilling,ofcourse,tokeepitforherforever.
9Thediscreetdoorshutwithaclick.Shewasoutsideonthestep,gazingatthewinterafternoon.Rainwasfalling,andwiththerainitseemedthedarkcametoo,spinningdownlikeashes.Therewasacoldbittertasteintheair,andthenew-lightedlampslookedsad.Sadwerethelightsinthehousesopposite.Dimlytheyburnedasifregrettingsomething.Andpeoplehurriedby,hiddenundertheirhatefulumbrellas.Rosemaryfeltastrangepang.Shepressedhermuffagainstherbreast;shewishedshehadthelittlebox,too,toclingto.Ofcoursethecarwasthere.She'donlytocrossthepavement.Butstillshewaited.Therearemoments,horriblemomentsinlife,whenoneemergesfromshelterandlooksout,andit'sawful.Oneoughtn'ttogivewaytothem.Oneoughttogohomeandhaveanextra-specialtea.Butattheveryinstantofthinkingthat,ayounggirl,thin,dark,shadowy-wherehadshecomefrom?
-wasstandingatRosemary'selbowandavoicelikeasigh,almostlikeasob,breathed:
"Madam,mayIspeaktoyouamoment?
"
10"Speaktome?
"Rosemaryturned.Shesawalittlebatteredcreaturewithenormouseyes,someonequiteyoung,noolderthanherself,whoclutchedathercoat-collarwithreddenedhands,andshiveredasthoughshehadjustcomeoutofthewater.
11"M-madam,stammeredthevoice.Wouldyouletmehavethepriceofacupoftea?
"
12"Acupoftea?
"Therewassomethingsimple,sincereinthatvoice;itwasn'tintheleastthevoiceofabeggar."Thenhaveyounomoneyatall?
"askedRosemary.
13"None,madam,"cametheanswer.
14"Howextraordinary!
"Rosemarypeeredthroughtheduskandthegirlgazedbackather.Howmorethanextraordinary!
AndsuddenlyitseemedtoRosemarysuchanadventure.ItwaslikesomethingoutofanovelbyDostoevsky,thismeetinginthedusk.Supposingshetookthegirlhome?
Supposingshediddooneofthosethingsshewasalwaysreadingaboutorseeingonthestage,whatwouldhappen?
Itwouldbethrilling.Andsheheardherselfsayingafterwardstotheamazementofherfriends:
"Isimplytookherhomewithme,"asshesteppedforwardandsaidtothatdimpersonbesideher:
"Comehometoteawithme."
15Thegirldrewbackstartled.Sheevenstoppedshiveringforamoment.Rosemaryputoutahandandtouchedherarm."Imeanit,"shesaid,smiling.Andshefelthowsimpleandkindhersmilewas."Whywon'tyou?
Do.Comehomewithmenowinmycarandhavetea."
16"You-youdon'tmeanit,madam,"saidthegirl,andtherewaspaininhervoice.
17"ButIdo,"criedRosemary."Iwantyouto.Topleaseme.Comealong."
18ThegirlputherfingerstoherlipsandhereyesdevouredRosemary."You're-you'renottakingmetothepolicestation?
"shestammered.
19"Thepolicestation!
"Rosemarylaughedout."WhyshouldIbesocruel?
No,Ionlywanttomakeyouwarmandtohear-anythingyoucaretotellme."
20Hungrypeopleareeasilyled.Thefootmanheldthedoorofthecaropen,andamomentlatertheywereskimmingthroughthedusk.
21"There!
"saidRosemary.Shehadafeelingoftriumphassheslippedherhandthroughthevelvetstrap.Shecouldhavesaid,"NowI'vegotyou,"asshegazedatthelittlecaptiveshehadnetted.Butofcourseshemeantitkindly.Oh,morethankindly.Shewasgoingtoprovetothisgirlthat-wonderfulthingsdidhappeninlife,that-fairygodmotherswerereal,that-richpeoplehadhearts,andthatwomenweresisters.Sheturnedimpulsively,saying'."Don'tbefrightened.Afterall,whyshouldn'tyoucomebackwithme?
We'rebothwomen.IfI'mthemorefortunate,yououghttoexpect..."
22Buthappilyatthatmoment,forshedidn'tknowhowthesentencewasgoingtoend,thecarstopped.Thebellwasrung,thedooropened,andwithacharming,protecting,almostembracingmovement,Rosemarydrewtheotherintothehall.Warmth,softness,light,asweetscent,allthosethingssofamiliartohershenevereventhoughtaboutthem,shewatchedthatotherreceive.Itwasfascinating.Shewasliketherichlittlegirlinhernurserywithallthecupboardstoopen,alltheboxestounpack.
23"Come,comeupstairs,"saidRosemary,longingtobegintobegenerous."Comeuptomyroom."And,besides,shewantedtosparethispoorlittlethingfrombeingstaredatbytheservants;shedecidedastheymountedthestairsshewouldnotevenringtoJeanne,buttakeoffherthingsbyherself.Thegreatthingsweretobenatural!
24And"There!
"criedRosemaryagain,astheyreachedherbeautifulbigbedroomwiththecurtainsdrawn,thefireleapingonherwonderfullacquerfurniture,hergoldcushionsandtheprimroseandbluerugs.
25Thegirlstoodjustinsidethedoor;sheseemeddazed.ButRosemarydidn'tmindthat.
26"Comeandsitdown,"shecried,draggingherbigchairuptothefire,"mthiscomfychair.Comeandgetwarm.Youlooksodreadfullycold."
27"Idaren't,madam,"saidthegirl,andsheedgedbackwards.
28"Oh,please,"-Rosemaryranforward-"youmustn'tbefrightened,youmustn't,really.Sitdown,whenI'vetakenoffmythingsweshallgointothenextroomandhaveteaandbecozy.Whyareyouafraid?
"Andgentlyshehalfpushedthethinfigureintoitsdeepcradle..
29Buttherewasnoanswer.Thegirlstayedjustasshehadbeenput,withherhandsbyhersidesandhermouthslightlyopen.Tobequitesincere,shelookedratherstupid.ButRosemarywouldn'tacknowledgeit.Sheleantoverher,saying:
30"Won'tyoutakeoffyourhat?
Yourprettyhairisallwet.Andoneissomuchmorecomfortablewithoutahat,isn'tone?
"
31Therewasawhisperthatsoundedlike"Verygood,madam,"andthecrushedhatwastakenoff.
32"Andletmehelpyouoffwithyourcoat,too,"saidRosemary.
33Thegirlstoodup.Butsheheld