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BarnBurning
BarnBurning
WilliamFaulkner
ThestoreinwhichthejusticeofthePeace'scourtwassittingsmelledofcheese.Theboy,crouchedonhisnailkegatthebackofthecrowdedroom,knewhesmelledcheese,andmore:
fromwherehesathecouldseetherankedshelvesclose-packedwiththesolid,squat,dynamicshapesoftincanswhoselabelshisstomachread,notfromtheletteringwhichmeantnothingtohismindbutfromthescarletdevilsandthesilvercurveoffish-this,thecheesewhichheknewhesmelledandthehermeticmeatwhichhisintestinesbelievedhesmelledcominginintermittentgustsmomentaryandbriefbetweentheotherconstantone,thesmellandsensejustalittleoffearbecausemostlyofdespairandgrief,theoldfiercepullofblood.HecouldnotseethetablewheretheJusticesatandbeforewhichhisfatherandhisfather'senemy(ourenemyhethoughtinthatdespair;ourn!
mineandhisnboth!
He'smyfather!
)stood,buthecouldhearthem,thetwoofthemthatis,becausehisfatherhadsaidnowordyet:
"Butwhatproofhaveyou,Mr.Harris?
"
"Itoldyou.Thehoggotintomycorn.Icaughtitupandsentitbacktohim.Hehadnofencethatwouldholdit.Itoldhimso,warnedhim.ThenexttimeIputthehoginmypen.WhenhecametogetitIgavehimenoughwiretopatchuphispen.ThenexttimeIputthehogupandkeptit.IrodedowntohishouseandsawthewireIgavehimstillrolledontothespoolinhisyard.Itoldhimhecouldhavethehogwhenhepaidmeadollarpoundfee.Thateveninganiggercamewiththedollarandgotthehog.Hewasastrangenigger.Hesaid,'Hesaytotellyouwoodandhaykinburn.'Isaid,'What?
''Thatwhuthesaytotellyou,'theniggersaid.'Woodandhaykinburn.'Thatnightmybarnburned.IgotthestockoutbutIlostthebarn."
"Whereisthenigger?
Haveyougothim?
"
"Hewasastrangenigger,Itellyou.Idon'tknowwhatbecameofhim."
"Butthat'snotproof.Don'tyouseethat'snotproof?
"
"Getthatboyuphere.Heknows."ForamomenttheboythoughttoothatthemanmeanthisolderbrotheruntilHarrissaid,"Nothim.Thelittleone.Theboy,"and,crouching,smallforhisage,smallandwirylikehisfather,inpatchedandfadedjeanseventoosmallforhim,withstraight,uncombed,brownhairandeyesgrayandwildasstormscud,hesawthemenbetweenhimselfandthetablepartandbecomealaneofgrimfaces,attheendofwhichhesawthejustice,ashabby,collarless,grayingmaninspectacles,beckoninghim.Hefeltnofloorunderhisbarefeet;heseemedtowalkbeneaththepalpableweightofthegrimturningfaces.Hisfather,stiffinhisblackSundaycoatdonnednotforthetrialbutforthemoving,didnotevenlookathim.Heaimsformetolie,hethought,againwiththatfranticgriefanddespair.AndIwillhavetodohit.
"What'syourname,boy?
"thejusticesaid.
"ColonelSartorisSnopes,"theboywhispered.
"Hey?
"theJusticesaid."Talklouder.ColonelSartoris?
IreckonanybodynamedforColonelSartorisinthiscountrycan'thelpbuttellthetruth,canthey?
"Theboysaidnothing.Enemy!
Enemy!
hethought;foramomenthecouldnotevensee,couldnotseethatthejustice'sfacewaskindlynordiscernthathisvoicewastroubledwhenhespoketothemannamedHarris:
"Doyouwantmetoquestionthisboy?
"Buthecouldhear,andduringthosesubsequentlongsecondswhiletherewasabsolutelynosoundinthecrowdedlittleroomsavethatofquietandintentbreathingitwasasifhehadswungoutwardattheendofagrapevine,overaravine,andatthetopoftheswinghadbeencaughtinaprolongedinstantofmesmerizedgravity,weightlessintime.
"No!
"Harrissaidviolently,explosively."Damnation!
Sendhimoutofhere!
"Nowtime,thefluidworld,rushedbeneathhimagain,thevoicescomingtohimagainthroughthesmellofcheeseandsealedmeat,thefearanddespairandtheoldgriefofblood:
"Thiscaseisclosed.Ican'tfindagainstyou,Snopes,butIcangiveyouadvice.Leavethiscountryanddon'tcomebacktoit."
Hisfatherspokeforthefirsttime,hisvoicecoldandharsh,level,withoutemphasis:
"Iaimto.Idon'tfiguretostayinacountryamongpeoplewho…"hesaidsomethingunprintableandvile,addressedtonoone.
"That'lldo,"theJusticesaid."Takeyourwagonandgetoutofthiscountrybeforedark.Casedismissed."
Hisfatherturned,andhefollowedthestiffblackcoat,thewiryfigurewalkingalittlestifflyfromwhereaConfederateprovost'sman'smusketballhadtakenhimintheheelonastolenhorsethirtyyearsago,followedthetwobacksnow,sincebetweenthetwolinesofgrim-facedmenandoutofthestoreandacrosstheworngalleryanddownthesaggingstepsandamongthedogsandhalf-grownboysinthemildMaydust,whereashepassedavoicehissed:
"Barnburner!
"
Againhecouldnotsee,whirling;therewasafaceinaredhaze,moonlike,biggerthanthefullmoon,theownerofithalfagainitssize,heleapingintheredhazetowardtheface,feelingnoblow,feelingnoshockwhenhisheadstrucktheearth,scrabblingupandleapingagain,feelingnoblowthistimeeitherandtastingnoblood,scrabblinguptoseetheotherboyinfullflightandhimselfalreadyleapingintopursuitashisfather'shandjerkedhimback,theharsh,coldvoicespeakingabovehim:
"Gogetinthewagon."
Itstoodinagroveoflocustsandmulberriesacrosstheroad.HistwohulkingsistersintheirSundaydressesandhismotherandhersisterincalicoandsunbonnetswerealreadyinit,sittingonandamongthesorryresidueofthedozenandmoremovingswhicheventheboycouldrememberthebatteredstove,thebrokenbedsandchairs,theclockinlaidwithmother-of-pearl,whichwouldnotrun,stoppedatsomefourteenminutespasttwoo'clockofadeadandforgottendayandtime,whichhadbeenhismother'sdowry.Shewascrying,thoughwhenshesawhimshedrewhersleeveacrossherfaceandbegantodescendfromthewagon."Getback,"thefathersaid.
"He'shurt.Igottogetsomewaterandwashhis…"
Hisolderbrotherhadappearedfromsomewhereinthecrowd,notallerthanthefatherbutthicker,chewingtobaccosteadily,
"Getbackinthewagon,"hisfathersaid.Hegotintoo,overthetail-gate.Hisfathermountedtotheseatwheretheolderbrotheralreadysatandstruckthegauntmulestwosavageblowswiththepeeledwillow,butwithoutheat.Itwasnotevensadistic;itwasexactlythatsamequalitywhichinlateryearswouldcausehisdescendantstoover-runtheenginebeforeputtingamotorcarintomotion,strikingandreiningbackinthesamemovement.Thewagonwenton,thestorewithitsquietcrowdofgrimlywatchingmendroppedbehind;acurveintheroadhidit.Foreverhethought.Maybehe'sdonesatisfiednow,nowthathehas...stoppinghimself,nottosayitaloudeventohimself.Hismother'shandtouchedhisshoulder.
"Doeshithurt?
"shesaid.
"Naw,"hesaid."Hitdon'thurt.Lemmebe."
"Can'tyouwipesomeofthebloodoffbeforehitdries?
"
"I'llwashto-night,"hesaid."Lemmebe,Itellyou."。
Thewagonwenton.Hedidnotknowwheretheyweregoing.Noneofthemeverdidoreverasked,becauseitwasalwayssomewhere,alwaysahouseofsortswaitingforthemadayortwodaysoreventhreedaysaway.Likelyhisfatherhadalreadyarrangedtomakeacroponanotherfarmbeforehe...Againhehadtostophimself.He(thefather)alwaysdid.Therewassomethingabouthiswolflikeindependenceandevencouragewhentheadvantagewasatleastneutralwhichimpressedstrangers,asiftheygotfromhislatentraveningferocitynotsomuchasenseofdependabilityasafeelingthathisferociousconvictionintherightnessofhisownactionswouldbeofadvantagetoallwhoseinterestlaywithhis.
Thatnighttheycampedinagroveofoaksandbeecheswhereaspringran.Thenightswerestillcoolandtheyhadafireagainstit,ofarailliftedfromanearbyfenceandcutintolengths-asmallfire,neat,niggardalmost,ashrewdfire;suchfireswerehisfather'shabitandcustomalways,eveninfreezingweather.Older,theboymighthaveremarkedthisandwonderedwhynotabigone;whyshouldnotamanwhohadnotonlyseenthewasteandextravaganceofwar,butwhohadinhisbloodaninherentvoraciousprodigalitywithmaterialnothisown,haveburnedeverythinginsight?
Thenhemighthavegoneastepfartherandthoughtthatthatwasthereason:
thatniggardblazewasthelivingfruitofnightspassedduringthosefouryearsinthewoodshidingfromallmen,blueorgray,withhisstringsofhorses(capturedhorses,hecalledthem).Andolderstill,hemighthavedivinedthetruereason:
thattheelementoffirespoketosomedeepmainspringofhisfather'sbeing,astheelementofsteelorofpowderspoketoothermen,astheoneweaponforthepreservationofintegrity,elsebreathwerenotworththebreathing,andhencetoberegardedwithrespectandusedwithdiscretion.
Buthedidnotthinkthisnowandhehadseenthosesameniggardblazesallhislife.Hemerelyatehissupperbesideitandwasalreadyhalfasleepoverhisironplatewhenhisfathercalledhim,andoncemorehefollowedthestiffback,thestiffandruthlesslimp,uptheslopeandontothestarlitroadwhere,turning,hecouldseehisfatheragainstthestarsbutwithoutfaceordepth——ashapeblack,flat,andbloodlessasthoughcutfromtinintheironfoldsofthefrockcoatwhichhadnotbeenmadeforhim,thevoiceharshliketinandwithoutheatliketin:
"Youwerefixingtotellthem.Youwouldhavetoldhim."Hedidn'tanswer.Hisfatherstruckhimwiththeflatofhishandonthesideofthehead,hardbutwithoutheat,exactlyashehadstruckthetwomulesatthestore,exactlyashewouldstrikeeitherofthem