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简爱(JaneEyre)简爱(JaneEyre)wasnopossibilityoftakingawalkthatday.wehadbeenwandering,indeed,intheleaflessshrubberyanhourinthemorning;butsincedinner(mrsreed,whentherewasnocompany,dinedearly)thecoldwinterwindhadbroughtwithitcloudssosombre,andarainsopenetrating,thatfurtheroutdoorexercisewasnowoutofthequestion.
iwasgladofit;ineverlikedlongwalks,especiallyonchillyafternoons:
dreadfultomewasthecominghomeintherawtwilight,withnippedfingersandtoes,andaheartsaddenedbythechidingsofbessie,thenurse,andhumbledbytheconsciousnessofmyphysicalinferioritytoeliza,john,andgeorgianareed.
thesaideliza,john,andgeorgianawerenowclusteredroundtheirmammainthedrawing-room:
shelayreclinedonasofabythefireside,andwithherdarlingsabouther(forthetimeneitherquarrellingnorcrying)lookedperfectlyhappy.me,shehaddispensedfromjoiningthegroup,saying,'sheregrettedtobeunderthenecessityofkeepingmeatadistance;butthatuntilsheheardfrombessie,andcoulddiscoverbyherownobservationthatiwasendeavouringingoodearnesttoacquireamoresociableandchildlikedisposition,amoreattractiveandsprightlymannersomethinglighter,franker,morenatural,asitwereshereallymustexcludemefromprivilegesintendedonlyforcontented,happylittlechildren.'
'whatdoesbessiesayihavedone?
'iasked.
'jane,idon'tlikecavillersorquestioners,besides,thereissomethingtrulyforbiddinginachildtakinguphereldersinthatmanner.beseatedsomewhere;anduntilyoucanspeakpleasantly,remainsilent.'
asmallbreakfast-roomadjoinedthedrawing-room,islippedinthere.itcontainedabookcase;isoonpossessedmyselfofavolume,takingcarethatitshouldbeonestoredwithpictures.imountedintothewindow-seat:
gatheringupmyfeet,isatcross-legged,likeaturk;and,havingdrawntheredmoreencurtainnearlyclose,iwasshrinedindoubleretirement.
foldsofscarletdraperyshutinmyviewtotherighthand;totheleftweretheclearpanesofglass,protecting,butnotseparatingmefromthedrearnovemberday.atintervals,whileturningovertheleavesinmybook,istudiedtheaspectofthatwinterafternoon.afar,itofferedapaleblankofmistandcloud;near,asceneofwetlawnandstorm-beatshrub,withceaselessrainsweepingawaywildlybeforealongandlamentableblast.
ireturnedtomybookbewick'shistoryofbritishbirds:
theletterpressthereoficaredlittlefor,generallyspeaking;andyettherewerecertainintroductorypagesthat,childasiwas,icouldnotpassquiteasablank.theywerethosewhichtreatofthehauntsofsea-fowl;of'thesolitaryrocksandpromontories'bythemonlyinhabited;ofthecoastofnorway,studdedwithislesfromitssouthernextremity,thelindeness,ornaze,tothenorthcape
'wherethenorthernocean,invastwhirls,boilsroundthenaked,melancholyislesoffarthestthule;andtheatlanticsurgepoursinamongthestormyhebrites.
norcouldipassunnoticedthesuggestionofthebleakshoresoflapland,siberia,spitzbergen,novazembla,iceland,greenland,with'thevastsweepofthearcticzone,andthoseforlornregionsofdrearyspacethatreservoiroffrostandsnow,wherefirmfieldsofice,theaccumulationofcenturiesofwinters,glazedinalpineheightsaboveheights,surroundthepole,andconcentrethemultipliedrigoursofextremecold'.ofthesedeath-whiterealmsiformedanideaofmyown:
shadowy,likeallthehalf-comprehendednotionsthatfloatdimthroughchildren'sbrains,butstrangelyimpressive.thewordsintheseintroductorypagesconnectedthemselveswiththesucceedingvignettes,andgavesignificancetotherockstandingupaloneinaseaofbillowandspray;tothebrokenboatstrandedonadesolatecoast;tothecoldandghastlymoonglancingthroughbarsofcloudatawreckjustsinking.
icannottellwhatsentimenthauntedthequitesolitarychurchyard,withitsinscribedheadstone;itsgate,itstwotrees,itslowhorizon,girdledbyabrokenwall,anditsnewlyrisencrescent,attestingthehourofeventide.
thetwoshipsbecalmedonatorpidsea,ibelievedtobemarinephantoms.
thefiendpinningdownthethief'spackbehindhim,ipassedoverquickly:
itwasanobjectofterror.
sowastheblack,hornedthingseatedaloofonarock,surveyingadistantcrowdsurroundingagallows.
eachpicturetoldastory;mysteriousoftentomyundevelopedunderstandingandimperfectfeelings,yeteverprofoundlyinteresting:
asinterestingasthetalesbessiesometimesnarratedonwinterevenings,whenshechancedtobeingoodhumour;andwhen,havingbroughtherironing-tabletothenursery-hearth,sheallowedustositaboutit,andwhileshegotupmrsreed'slacefrills,andcrimpedhernightcapborders,fedoureagerattentionwithpassagesofloveandadventuretakedfromoldfairytalesandolderballads;or(asatalaterperiodidiscovered)fromthepagesofpamela,andhenry,earlofmoreland.
withbewickonmyknee,iwasthenhappy:
happyatleastinmyway.ifearednothingbutinterruption,andthatcametoosoon.thebreakfast-roomdoorwasopened.
'boh!
madammope!
'criedthevoiceofjohnreed;thenhepaused:
hefoundtheroomapparentlyempty.
'wherethedickensisshe?
'hecontinued.'lizzy!
gcorgy!
(callingtohissisters)janeisnothere:
tellmammasheisrunoutintotherainbadanimal!
'
'itiswellidrewthecurtain,'thoughti,andiwishedferventlyhemightnotdiscovermyhiding-place:
norwouldjohnreedhavefounditouthimself;hewasnotquickeitherofvisionorconception;butelizajustputherheadinatthedoor,andsaidatonce:
'sheisinthewindow-seat,tobesure,jack.'
andicameoutimmediately,foritrembledattheideaofbeingdraggedforthbythesaidjack.
'whatdoyouwant?
'iaskedwithawkwarddiffidence.
'say,whatdoyouwant,masterreed,'wastheanswer.'iwantyoutocomehere';andseatinghimselfinanarrn-chair,heintimatedbyagesturethatiwastoapproachandstandbeforehim.
johnreedwasaschoolboyoffourteenyearsold;fouryearsolderthani,foriwasbutten;largeandstoutforhisage,withadingyandunwholesomeskin;thicklineamentsinaspaciousvisage,heavylimbsandlargeextremities.hegorgedhimselfhabituallyattable,whichmadehimbilious,andgavehimadimandblearedeyewithflabbycheeks.heoughtnowtohavebeenatschool;buthismammahadtakenhimhomeforamonthortwo,'onaccountofhisdedicatehealth'.mr.mila,themaster,affirmedthathewoulddoverywellifhehadfewercakesandsweetmeatsenthimfromhome;butthemother'sheartturnedfromanopinionsoharsh,andinclinedrathertothemorerefinedideathatjohn'ssallownesswasowingtoover-application,and,perhapstopiningafterhome.
johnhadnotmuchaffectionforhismotherandsisters,andanantipathytome.hebulliedandpunishedme;nottwoorthreetimesintheweek,noronceortwiceinaday,butcontinually:
everynerveihadfearedhim,andeverymorseloffleshonmybonesshrankwhenhecamenear.thereweremomentswheniwasbewilderedbytheterrorheinspired,becauseihadnoappealwhateveragainsteitherhismenacesorhisinflictions;theservantsdidnotliketooffendtheiryoungmasterbytakingmypartagainsthim,andmrsreedwasblindanddeafonthesubject:
sheneversawhimstrikeorheardhimabuseme,thoughhedidbothnowandtheninherverypresence;morefrequently,however,behindherback.
habituallyobedienttojohn,icameuptohischair:
hespentsomethreeminutesinthrustingouthistongueatmeasfarashecouldwithoutdamagingtheroots:
iknewhewouldsoonstrike,andwhiledreadingtheblow,imusedonthedisgustinganduglyappearanceofhimwhowouldpresentlydealit.iwonderifhereadthatnotioninmyface;for,allatonce,withoutspeaking,hestrucksuddenlyandstrongly.itottered,andonregainingmyequilibriumretiredbackasteportwofromhischair.
'thatisforyourimpudenceinansweringmammaawhilesince,'saidhe,'andforyoursneakingwayofgettingbehindcurtains,andforthelookyouhadinyoureyestwominutessince,yourat!
'
accustomedtojohnrecd'sabuse,ineverhadanideaofreplyingtoit:
mycarewashowtoenduretheblowwhichwouldcertainlyfollowtheinsult.
'whatwereyoudoingbehindthecurtain?
'heasked.
'iwasreading.'
'showthebook.'
ireturnedtothewindowandfetcheditthence.
'youhavenobusinesstotakeourbooks;youareadependant,mammasays;youhavenomoney;yourfatherleftyounone;yououghttobeg,andnottoliveherewithgentlemen'schildrenlikeus,andeatthesamemealswedo,andwearclothesatourmamma'sexpense.now,i'llteachyoutorummagemybook-shelves:
fortheyaremine;allthehousebelongstome,orwilldoinafewyears.goandstandbythedoor,outofthewayofthemirrorandthewindows.'
ididso,notatfirstawarewhatwashisintention;butwhenisawhimliftandpoisethebookandstandinacttohurlitiinstinctivelystartedasidewithacryofalarm:
notsoonenoughhowever;thevolumewasflung,ithitme,andifell,strikingmyheadagainstthedoorandcuttingit.thecutbled,thepainwassharp:
myterrorhadpasseditsclimax;otherfeelingssucceeded.
'wickedandcruelboy!
'isaid.'youarelikeamurdereryouarelikeaslave-driveryouareliketheromanemperors!
'
ihadreadgoldsmith'shistoryofrome,andhadformedmyopinionofnero,caligula,c.alsoihaddrawnparallelsinsilence,whichineverthoughtthustohavedeclaredaloud.
'what!
what!
'hecried.'didshesaythattome?
didyouhearher,eliz