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原文莳萝泡菜ADillPickle英文版
ADillPickle
KatherineMansfield
1.Andthen,aftersixyears,shesawhimagain.HewasseatedatoneofthoselittlebambootablesdecoratedwithaJapanesevaseofpaperdaffodils.Hewaspeelinganorange.
2.Hemusthavefeltthatshockofrecognitioninherforlookedupandmethereye!
Incredible!
Hedidn'tknowher.Shesmiled,hefrowned.Shecametowardshim.Heclosedhiseyesaninstant,butopeningthemhisfacelitupasthoughhehadstruckamatchinadarkroom.Helaiddowntheorangeandpushedbackhischair.
3."Vera!
"heexclaimed."Howstrange.Really,foramomentIdidn'tknowyou.Won'tyousitdown?
Won'tyouhavesomecoffee?
"
4."Yes,I'dlikesomecoffee."Andshesatdownoppositehim.
5."You'vechanged.You'vechangedverymuch,"hesaid,staringatherwitheager,lightedlook."Youlooksowell.I'veneverseenyoulooksowellbefore."
6."Really?
"Sheraisedherveilandunbuttonedherhighfurcollar."Idon'tfeelverywell.Ican'tbearthisweather,youknow."
7."Ah,no.Youhatethecold..."
8."Loatheit."Sheshuddered."Andtheworstofitisthattheolderonegrows..."
9.Heinterruptedher."Excuseme,"andtappedonthetableforwaitress."Pleasebringsomecoffeeandcream."Toher:
"Youaresureyouwon'teatanything?
"
10."No,thanks.Nothing."
11."Thenthat'ssettled."Andsmilinghetookuptheorangeagain."Youweresaying--theolderonegrows--"
12."Thecolder,"shelaughed.Butshewasthinkinghowwellsherememberedthattrickofhis--thetrickofinterruptingher--andofhowitusedtoexasperatehersixyearsago.
13."Thecolder,"heechoedherwords,laughingtoo."Ah,ah.Youstillsaythesamethingsandthereisanotherthingaboutyouthatisnotchangedatall--yourbeautifulvoice.Idon'tknowwhatitis--I'veoftenwondered--thatmakesyourvoicesucha--hauntingmemory...DoyourememberthatfirstafternoonwespenttogetheratKewGarden?
YouweresosurprisedbecauseIdidnotknowthenamesofanyflowers.Iamstilljustasignorantforallyourtellingme.Butwheneverit'sveryfineandwarm,andIseesomebrightcolourIhearyourvoicesaying:
"Geranium,marigold,andverbena,"Yourememberthatafternoon?
"
14."Oh,yes,verywell."Shedrewalong,softbreath.Yet,whathadremainedinhermindofthatparticularafternoonwasanabsurdscene.AgreatmanypeopletakingteainaChinesepagoda,andhebehavinglikeamaniacaboutthewasps--wavingthemaway,flappingatthemwithhisstrawhat,seriousandinfuriatedoutofallproportiontotheoccasion.Howshehadsuffered.
15.Butnow,ashespoke,thatmemoryfaded.Hiswasthetruer.
16.Yes,ithadbeenawonderfulafternoon,fullofflowersand--warmsunshine.Herthoughtslingeredoverthelasttwowords.Andinthewarmth,asitwere,anothermemoryunfolded.Shesawherselfsittingonalawn.Helaybesideher,andsuddenly,herolledoverandputhisheadinherlap.
17."Iwish,"hesaidinalow,troubledvoice,"IwishthatIhadtakenpoisonandwereabouttodie--herenow!
"
18.Sheleanedoverhim.
19."Ah,whydoyousaythat?
"
20.Buthegaveakindofsoftmoan,andtakingherhandheheldittohischeek.
21."BecauseIknowIamgoingtoloveyoutoomuch.AndIshallsuffersoterribly,Vera,becauseyounever,neverwillloveme."
22.Hewascertainlyfarbetterlookingnowthanhehadbeenthen.Hehadlostallthatdreamyvaguenessandindecision.Nowhehadtheairofamanwhohasfoundhisplaceinlife.Hemusthavemademoney,too.Hisclotheswereadmirable,andatthatmomenthepulledaRussiancigarettecaseoutofhispocket.
23."Won'tyousmoke?
"
24."Yes,Iwill."Shehoveredoverthem."Theylookverygood."
25."IgetthemmadeformebyalittlemaninStJames'sStreet.Idon'tsmokeverymuch,butwhenIdo,theymustbedelicious.Smokingisn'tahabitwithme;it'saluxury--likeperfume.Areyoustillsofondofperfumes?
Ah,whenIinRussia..."
26.Shebrokein:
"You'vereallybeentoRussia?
"
27."Oh,yes.Iwasthereforoverayear.Haveyouforgottenhowweusedtotalkofgoingthere?
"
28."No,I'venotforgotten."
29.Hegaveastrangehalflaughandleanedbackinhischair.
30."Isn'titcurious?
Ihavereallycarriedoutallthosejourneysthatweplanned.Infact,Ihavespentthelastthreeyearsofmylifetravellingallthetime.Spain,Corsica,Siberia,Russia,Egypt.TheonlycountryleftisChina,andImeantogothere,too,whenthewarisover."
31.Ashespoke,solightly,tappingtheendofhiscigaretteagainsttheashtray,shefeltthestrangebeastthathadslumberedsolongwithinherbosomstir,stretchitself,yawn,prickupitsears,andsuddenlyboundtoitsfeet,andfixitslonging,hungrystareuponthosefarawayplaces.Butallshesaidwas,smilinggently:
"HowIenvyyou."
32."Ithasbeen,"hesaid,"Wonderful--especiallyRussia.IevenspentsomedaysonariverboatontheVolga.DOyourememberthatboatman'ssongthatyouusedtoplay?
"
33."Yes."Itbegantoplayasshespoke.
34."Doyouevenplayitnow?
"
35."No,I'venopiano."
36.Hewasamazedatthat."Bfutwhathasbecomeofyourbeautifulpiano?
"
37.Shemadealittlegrimace."Sold.Agesago."
38."Butyouweresofondofmusic,"hewondered.
39."I'venotimeforitnow."saidshe.
40.Heletitgoatthat."Thatriverlife,"hewenton,"issomethingquitespecial.Afteradayortwoyoucan'trealizethatyouhaveevenknownanother.Anditisnotnecessarytoknowthelanguage--thelifeoftheboatcreatesabondbetweenyouandthepeoplethat'smorethansufficient.Youeatwiththem,passthedaywiththem,andintheeveningthereisthatendlesssinging."
41.Sheshivered,hearingtheboatman'ssongbreakoutagainloudandtragic,andseeingtheboatfloatingonthedarkeningriverwithmelancholytreesoneitherside...
42."You'dlikealmosteverythingaboutRussialife,"hesaidwarmly."It'ssoinformal,soimpulsive,sofree.Andthenthepeasantsaresosplendid.IremembertheeveningsomefriendsandIwentforapicnicbytheBlackSea.Wetooksupperandchampagneandateanddrankonthegrass.Andwhilewewereeatingthecoachmancameup."Haveadillpickle,"hesaid.Hewantedtosharewithus:
Thatseemedtomesoright,so--youknowwhatImean?
"
43.AndsheseemedatthatmomenttobesittingonthegrassbesidethemysteriouslyBlackSea,blackasvelvet,andripplingagainstthebanksinsilent,velvetwaves.Shesawthelittlegrouponthegrass,theirfacesandhandswhiteinthemoonlight.Apartfromthem,withhissupperinaclothonhisknees,satthecoachman."Haveadillpickle,"saidhe,andalthoughshewasnotcertainwhatadillpicklewas,shesawthegreenishglassjarwitharedchililikeaparrot'sbeak.
44."Yes,Iknowperfectlywhatyoumean,"shesaid.
45.Inthepausethatfollowedtheylookedateachother.Inthepastwhentheyhadlookedateachotherlikethattheyhadfeltthattheirsoulshad,asitwere,puttheirarmsroundeachotheranddroppedintothesametea,content,tobedrowned,likemournfullovers.Butnow,hesaid:
"Whatamarvelouslisteneryouare.WhenyoulookatmewiththosewildeyesIfeelthatIcouldtellyouthingsthatIwouldneverbreathetoanotherhumanbeing."
46.Wastherejustahintofmockeryinhisvoice?
Shecouldnotbesure.
47."HowwellIrememberonenight,thenightthatIbroughtyouthelittleChristmastree,tellingyouallaboutmychildhood.AndofhowIwasmiserablethatIranawayandlivedunderacartinouryardfortwodayswithoutbeingdiscovered.Andyoulistened,andyoureyesshone,andIfeltthatyouhadevenmadethelittleChristmastreelistentoo,asinafairystory."
48."ThedogwascalledBosun,"shecried,delightedly.
49.Buthedidnotfollow."Whatdog?
Hadyouadog?
"
50."No,no.Imeanttheyarddogwhenyouwerealittledog."
51.Helaughedandsnappedthecigarettecaseto.
52."Washe?
DoyouknowIhadrecognizedyoutoday--Ihadtotakesuchaleapbacktothattime."Hedrummedonthetable"I'veoftenthoughthowImusthaveboredyou.AndnowIunderstandsoperfectlywhyyouwrotetomeasyoudid--althoughatthetimethatletternearlyfinishedmylife.Ifounditagaintheotherday,andIcouldn’thelplaughingasIreadit,Itwassoclever--suchatruepictureofme."Heglancedup."You'renotgoing?
"
53.Shehadbuttonedhercollaragainanddrawndownherveil.
54."Yes,IamafraidImust,"shesaid,andmanagedasmile.
55."Ah,no,please,"hepleaded."Don'tgojustformoment,"andhecaughtuponeofherglovesfromthetableandclutchedatifasifthatwouldholdher."Iseesofewpeopletotalktonowadays,thatIhaveturnedintoasortofbarbarian,"hesaid."HaveIsaidsomethingtohurtyou?
"
56."Notabit."Shelied.Butasshewatchedhimdrawherglovethroughhisfingers,gently,gently,herangerreallydiddiedown.
57."WhatIreallywantedthen,"hesaidsoftly,"wastobeasortofcarpet--foryoutowalkonsothatyouneednotbehurtbythesharpstonesandthemudyouhatedso.Itwasnothingmoreselfishthanthat.OnlyIdiddesire,eventually,toturnintoamagiccarpetandcarryyouawaytoallthoselandsyoulongedtosee."
58.Ashespokesheliftedherheadasthoughshedranksomething;thestrangebeastinherbosombegantopurr...
59."Ifeltthatyouweremorelonelythananybodyelseintheworld,"hewenton,"andyet,perhaps,thatyouweretheonlypersonintheworldwhowasreally,trulyalive.
60.Ah,God!
Whathadshedone!
Howhadshedaredtothrowawayherhappinesslikethis!
Thiswastheonlymanwhohadeverunderstoodher.Wasittoolate?
Coulditbetoolate?
61."Andthenthefactthatyouhadnofriendsandnever