英语The Nightmare and the DreamsWord格式文档下载.docx
《英语The Nightmare and the DreamsWord格式文档下载.docx》由会员分享,可在线阅读,更多相关《英语The Nightmare and the DreamsWord格式文档下载.docx(4页珍藏版)》请在冰豆网上搜索。
salwaysfulloftouristsbutalwaysfullofNewYorkers,too.
Iamstruck,asIalwaysamwhenI'
monit,thatIamwalkingononeoftheengineeringwondersoftheworld.AndIwasstruckyesterdaythatIwaslookingatoneofthegreatestviewsinthehistoryofman'
screation,Manhattanatsunrise.Thecasementswerelikemedievalarches;
thebusinessmenwithumbrellaslikeknightswithouthorses,stormingthecitywalls;
andthewallsweresilver,blueandmarbleinthelight.
Andallofitwasfree.Abillionairewouldpaybillionstoownthisbridgeandkeepthisview,butIandmyjogging,bikingandhikingconfrereshaveitfornothing.Weinheritedit.Nowallwedoispaymaintenance,intheformoftaxes.Wearelucky.
Thesunroseinhaze,itsedgesindistinct,butevenat6:
30a.m.youcouldfeelitheavyonyourarmsandshoulders.WhenIlookedatitIthoughtofwhatRobertBoltcalledthedesertsuninhisscreenplayofDavidLean'
s"
LawrenceofArabia."
HecalledittheAnvil.
AsIroundedtheentrancetothebridgeontheBrooklynside,asmallmomentaddedtomyhappiness.Itwasdawn,trafficwaslight,Ipassedablackvanwithsmokedwindows.Inthedriver'
sseatwiththewindowdownwasablackmanof30orso,acaplowonhisbrow,wearingthickblacksunglasses.Iwasonthewalkwaythatleadstothebridge;
hewaslessthantwofeetaway;
weweretheonlypeoplethere.Wemadeeyecontact."
Goodmorning!
"
hesaid."
Goodmorningtoyou,"
Ianswered,andfornoreasonatallwestartedtolaugh,andmovedonintotheday.Nothingsignificantinitexceptitmayormaynothavehappenedthatway30or40yearsago.I'
mnotsurethefullchargeoffriendlinesswouldhavebeenassumedoranswered.
ItmademethinkofsomethingIsawMondaynightonlocalTVandthoughttopointoutsomewherealongtheway.Theywereshowingthe1967movie"
GuessWho'
sComingtoDinner?
withKatharineHepburn,SidneyPoitierandSpencerTracy,theslightlycreakingolddrama--itwasslightlycreakingwhenitfirstcameout--aboutayoungwhitewomanandayoungblackmanwhofallinlove,hopetomarryandmustcontendwithdisapprovingparentsonbothsides.It'
sheldupwell,andpartsofitseemedmovinginawayIdidn'
tremember,andpertinent.SidneyPoitier,whohasalwaysbroughthisownnaturalstandingtowhateverparthe'
splaying,hadalovelykindofsweetintelligence,andeveryoneinthemoviewasphysicallybeautiful,inthewayoftheoldproductionsoftheoldHollywood.
Therewasabitofdialoguethatpackedawallop.SpencerTracyasthefatherofthewould-bebrideispressingMr.Poitieronwhetherhehasconsideredthesufferingstheirmixed-racechildrenmighthavetoendureinAmerica.Hashethoughtaboutthis?
Hashisfiancé
e?
"
Sheisoptimistic,"
saysMr.Poitier."
ShethinkseveryoneofthemwillgrowuptobecomepresidentoftheUnitedStates.Iontheotherhandwouldsettleforsecretaryofstate."
Thosewords,written35yearsagobythescreenwriterWilliamRose,mayhaveseemeddreamythen.Butinitsaudiencewhenthemoviecameoutwouldlikelyhavebeenayoung,film-lovingArmylieutenantnamedColinPowellwho,thatyear,waspreparingforasecondtourofdutyinVietnam.Andnowheissecretaryofstate.Thisisthelanddreamsaremadeof.Doesthatstrikeyouasacornythingtosayandtalkabout?
Itis.That'
sanothergreatthing.
LateTuesday,onasubwayridefromBrooklyntothenorthofManhattan,IresawsomethingI'
dnoticedandforgottenabout.Itisthatmoreandmore,onthestreetsandonthetrain,IseepeoplewearingIDtags.WeallwearIDsnow.Wedidn'
tuseto.Theyhangfromthickcottonstringoranaluminumchain;
they'
reencasedinaplasticsleeveorlaminated;
rewornoneatatimeorthreeatatime,butthey'
rethere.
Ipondertheexistentialimplications.WhatdoesitmeanthatwewearIDs?
Whatarewesaying,ordowethinkwe'
resaying?
Imeanasidefromtheobvious.
Iimaginedyesterdaytherowofpeopleacrossfrommeonthetrain,lookingupallofasuddenfromtheirnewspaper,theirpaperback,theircrosswordpuzzlebook,andansweringoneafteranother:
ItmeansIknowwhoIam,"
saysthemaninblueshirtandsuspenders.
ItmeansIcangetintothebuilding,"
saysthewomaningray.
ItmeansIamasolidcitizenwithajob."
Iamknowntoothersinmyworkplace."
I'
mnotjustblowingthroughlife,I'
mintegratedintoit.Ibelongtosomething.Ireceivearegularpaycheck."
IhavehadabackgroundcheckdonebysecurityandhavebeenfoundtobeaSafePerson.Haveyou?
Iwonderifunemployedpeopleonthetrainlookatthetagsaroundtheotherpeoples'
necksandthink,SoonIhopeI'
llhaveonetoo.Iwonderifkidsjustgettingtheirfirstjobat17willeverknowthatinAmericawedidn'
tallusedtobeID'
d.Usedtobeonlyforpeoplewhoworkedinnuclearpowerplantsorgreathallsofgovernment.Otherwiseyoucouldbeprettyobscure.Whichisn'
tabadwaytobe.
IworkathomeonmyownanddonothaveanID.ButIamconsideringissuingmyselfoneandhavingitlaminatedatthelocalHallmarkshop.Itwillhaveanicepictureandatitle--President,CEO&
CFO.IwillwearitonthesubwayandwhenIgethomeIwillholditupinfrontofmydoorbell,whichI'
llrigsowhenIswipethetagmyfrontdoorpopsopen.ThenI'
llturntothefriendsI'
mwithandwink."
Iknowpeoplehere.Icangetyouin."
Amonthagotherewerenewsreportsofapost-Sept.11babyboom.Everyonewassorockedbynewsoftheirmortalitythattheyrealizedtherewillneverbeaperfecttimetohavekidsbutwe'
reherenowsolet'
shaveafamily.Ibelievedthebaby=boomstoryandwaitedforthebabies.
Thencamethestoriessaying:
Nah,thereisnobabyboom,it'
sallanecdotal,there'
snostatisticalevidencetobackitup.AndIbelievedthattoo.ButI'
vebeennoticingsomethingforweeksnow.Inmyneighborhoodthereisababyboom.TherearebabiesalloverinBrooklyn.Itisfullofnewborns,ofpinksoft-limbedinfantsincottoncarriersondaddy'
schest.Itisfullofstrollers,notonlyregularstrollersbutthekindthatcarrytwochildren--double-wides.Andtriple-wides.Inthestoresandonthestreetstherearebabiescooing,dribbling,staring,sleeping.Iseethemandfeelarushoftenderness.Iwanttokisstheirfeet,Iwanttomakethemlaugh.Kidsarealwayslookingforsomeonetomakethemlaugh.Thesightofanydogcandoit.Thesightofanotherbabycandoit.Thesightofanidioticadultcoveringhereyeswithherhandsandmovingherhandsawayquicklycandoit.Iwouldknow.
Idon'
tcarewhatanyonesays,therehavegottobedatathatbackupwhatI'
mseeing:
thatafterSept.11,therewasatleastaBrooklynbabyboom.
Adreamboom,too.TheotherdayIspokewithafriendIhadn'
tseensincetheworldchanged.Hewastwoblocksawaywhenthetowersfell,andhesaweverything.Wehaveallseentheextraordinaryfootageofthatday,seenitoverandover,butfewofushasseenwhatmyfrienddescribed:
howintheofficebuildingsneartheWorldTradeCentertheystoodatthewindowsandsuddenlydarknessenvelopedthemasthetowerscollapsedandthedemoniccloudsweptthrough."
Itwastotaldarkness,"
hetoldme.Butthelightswereon.Theystoodinhisofficewearingwetsurgicalmasks.Theycouldn'
tgoout,butinsidetheirbuildingthesmokeworkeditswayintotheairconditioning.SotheyturneditoffandstoodtheresweatingandwatchingonTVwhatwashappeningtwoblocksaway.
Didyouseethoseforcedtojump?
Iasked.
Yes,"
hesaid,andlookedaway.Nodescriptionsforthcoming.
Haveyouhadbaddreams?
Ithoughtaboutthisforafewdays.Myfriendisbrilliantandbynatureadescriberofthingsfeltandseen.Butnotthistime.Ispoketoafriendwhoisatherapist.Areyourpatientsgettingextraordinarydreams?
Always,"
helaughs.
Sept.11-related?
hesays,mostlyamongadolescents.
Iaskedifhewassavingthem,writingthemdown.Heshookhisheadno.
So:
TheSept.11DreamProject.Weshouldbeginit.Iwantto,thoughI'
mnotsurewhy.IthinkmaybedowntheroadIwilltrytowriteaboutthem.Maybenot.Iamcertain,however,thatdreamscanbeanexpressionofanation'
sunconscious,iftherecanbesaidtobesuchathing,anddeserverespect.(CarlJungthoughtso.)
Torespectistorecord.Thereisaresponsefunctionattheendofthiscolumn,andyoucanuseittosendinyourSept.11relateddream--recurring,unusual,striking,whatever.(Ifyouareapsychiatrist,sendasmanyasyoulike--withoutidentifyingyourpatients,ofcourse.)Iwillreadthem,andappreciatethemandpossiblyweavethemintoapieceonwhatSept.11hasdonetoourdreamlivesandtoourimaginations,whenourimaginationsareoperatingontheirown,unfettered,unstopped,spanning.
Ms.NoonanisacontributingeditorofTheWallStreetJournal.Hermostrecent