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Redandblackspells第五节
Part1Chapter8
MinorEventsThenthereweresighs,thedeeperforsuppression,Andstolenglances,sweeterforthetheft,Andburningblushes,thoughfornotransgression.
DonJuan,I.74TheangelicsweetnesswhichMadamedeRenalderivedfromherowncharacteraswellasfromherpresenthappinesswasinterruptedonlywhenshehappenedtothinkofhermaidElisa.Thisyoungwomanreceivedalegacy,wenttomakeherconfessiontothecureChelan,andrevealedtohimherintentiontomarryJulien.Thecurewasgenuinelydelightedathisfriend'sgoodfortune;buthissurprisewasgreatwhenJulieninformedhimwitharesoluteairthatMissElisa'soffercouldnotbeaccepted.
'Paygoodheed,myson,towhatistakingplaceinyourheart,'saidthecure,frowning;'Icongratulateyouonyourvocation,ifitistoitalonethatmustbeascribedyourscornofamorethanadequateprovision.Forfifty-sixyearsandmorehaveIbeencureatVerrieres,andyet,sofarasonecansee,Iamgoingtobedeprived.Thisdistressesme,albeitIhaveanincomeofeighthundredlivres.Itellyouofthisdetailinorderthatyoumaynotbeunderanyillusionastowhatisinstoreforyouinthepriestlycalling.Ifyouthinkofpayingcourttothemeninpower,youreternalruinisassured.Youmaymakeyourfortune,butyouwillhavetoinjurethepoorandneedy,flattertheSub-Prefect,theMayor,theimportantperson,andministertohispassions:
suchconduct,whichintheworldiscalledtheartoflife,may,inalayman,benotwhollyincompatiblewithsalvation;butinourcalling,wehavetochoose;wemustmakeourfortuneeitherinthisworldorinthenext,thereisnomiddleway.
Go,mydearfriend,reflect,andcomebackinthreedays'timewithadefiniteanswer.Iamsorrytoseeunderlyingyourcharacter,asmoulderingardourwhichdoesnotsuggesttomymindthemoderationandcompleterenunciationofearthlyadvantagesnecessaryinapriest;Iaugurwellfromyourintelligence;but,allowmetotellyou,'thegoodcurewenton,withtearsinhiseyes,'inthecallingofapriest,Ishalltrembleforyoursalvation.'
Julienwasashamedofhisemotion;forthefirsttimeinhislife,hesawhimselfloved;heweptforjoy,andwenttohidehistearsinthegreatwoodsaboveVerrieres.
'WhyamIinthisstate?
'heaskedhimselfatlength;'IfeelthatIwouldgivemylifeahundredtimesoverforthatgoodFatherChelan,andyethehasjustprovedtomethatIamnobetterthanafool.ItisheaboveallthatIhavetodeceive,andheseesthroughme.Thatsecretardourofwhichhespeaksismyplanformakingmyfortune.Hethinksmeunfittobeapriest,attheverymomentwhenIimaginedthatthesacrificeofanincomeoffiftylouiswasgoingtogivehimthemostexaltedideaofmypietyandmyvocation.
'Forthefuture,'Juliencontinued,'IshallrelyonlyuponthoseelementsofmycharacterwhichIhavetested.WhowouldeverhavesaidthatIshouldfindpleasureinsheddingtears?
ThatIshouldlovethemanwhoprovestomethatIamnothingmorethanafool?
'
Threedayslater,Julienhadfoundthepretextwithwhichheshouldhavearmedhimselffromthefirst;thispretextwasacalumny,butwhatofthat?
Headmittedtothecure,aftermuchhesitation,thatareasonwhichhecouldnotexplaintohim,becausetorevealitwouldinjureathirdparty,haddissuadedhimfromthefirstfromtheprojectedmarriage.ThiswastantamounttoanindictmentofElisa'sconduct.M.
Chelandetectedinhismannerafirethatwaswhollymundane,andverydifferentfromthatwhichshouldhaveinspiredayoungLevite.
'Myfriend,'heappealedtohimagain,'beanhonestyeoman,educatedandrespected,ratherthanapriestwithoutavocation.'
Julienrepliedtothesefreshremonstrancesextremelywell,sofaraswordswent;hehitupontheexpressionswhichaferventyoungseminaristwouldhaveemployed;butthetoneinwhichheutteredthem,theill-concealedfirethatsmoulderedinhiseyesalarmedM.Chelan.
WeneednotaugurillforJulien'sfuture;hehituponthecorrectformofwordsofacunningandprudenthypocrisy.Thatisnotbadathisage.
Asforhistoneandgestures,helivedamongcountryfolk;hehadbeendebarredfromseeingthegreatmodels.Inthesequel,nosoonerhadhebeenpermittedtomixwiththesegentlementhanhebecameadmirableaswellingestureasinspeech.
MadamedeRenalwassurprisedthathermaid'snewlyacquiredfortunehadnotmadethegirlmorehappy;shesawhergoingincessantlytothecure's,andreturningwithtearsinhereyes;finallyElisaspoketohermistressofhermarriage.
MadamedeRenalbelievedherselftohavefallenill;asortoffeverpreventedherenjoyinganysleep;shewasaliveonlywhenshehadhermaidorJulienbeforehereyes.Shecouldthinkofnothingbutthemandthehappinesstheywouldfindintheirmarriedlife.Thepovertyofthesmallhouseinwhichpeoplewouldbeobligedtolive,withanincomeoffiftylouis,portrayeditselftoherinenchantingcolours.JulienmightverywellbecomealawyeratBray,theSub-PrefecturetwoleaguesfromVerrieres;inthateventshewouldseesomethingofhim.
MadamedeRenalsincerelybelievedthatshewasgoingmad;shesaidsotoherhusband,andfinallydidfallill.Thatevening,ashermaidwaswaitinguponher,shenoticedthatthegirlwascrying.SheloathedElisaatthatmoment,andhadspokensharplytoher;shebeggedthegirl'spardon.Elisa'stearsincreased;shesaidthatifhermistresswouldallowit,shewouldtellherthewholetaleofherdistress.
'Speak,'repliedMadamedeRenal.
'Well,thefactis,Ma'am,hewon'thaveme;wickedpeoplemusthavespokenevilofmetohim,andhebelievesthem.'
'Whowon'thaveyou?
'saidMadamedeRenal,scarcelyabletobreathe.
'Andwhocoulditbe,Ma'am,butM.Julien?
'themaidrepliedthroughhersobs.'HisReverencehasfailedtoovercomehisresistance;forHisReverenceconsidersthatheoughtnottorefuseadecentgirl,justbecauseshehasbeenalady'smaid.Afterall,M.Julien'sownfatherisnobetterthanacarpenter;andhehimself,howwasheearninghislivingbeforehecametoMadame's?
'
MadamedeRenalhadceasedtolisten;surfeitofhappinesshadalmostdeprivedheroftheuseofherreason.ShemadethegirlrepeattoherseveraltimestheassurancethatJulienhadrefusedinapositivemanner,whichwouldnotpermitofhiscomingtoamorereasonabledecisionlateron.
'Iwishtomakeafinaleffort,'shesaidtohermaid.'IshallspeaktoM.
Julien.'
Nextdayafterluncheon,MadamedeRenalgaveherselftheexquisitesensationofpleadingherrival'scause,andofseeingElisa'shandandfortunepersistentlyrefusedforanhouronend.
LittlebylittleJulienabandonedhisattitudeofstudiedreserve,andendedbymakingspiritedanswerstothesoundargumentsadvancedbyMadamedeRenal.Shecouldnotholdoutagainstthetorrentofhappinesswhichnowpouredintoherheartafterallthosedaysofdespair.Shefoundherselfreallyill.Whenshehadcometoherself,andwascomfortablysettledinherownroom,sheaskedtobeleftalone.Shewasinastateofprofoundastonishment.
'CanIbeinlovewithJulien?
'sheaskedherselfatlength.
Thisdiscovery,whichatanyothertimewouldhavefilledherwithremorseandwithaprofoundagitation,wasnomoretoherthanasingularspectacle,butonethatleftherindifferent.Herheart,exhaustedbyallthatshehadjustundergone,hadnosensibilitylefttoplaceattheserviceofherpassions.
MadamedeRenaltriedtowork,andfellintoadeepsleep;whensheawoke,shewaslessalarmedthansheshouldhavebeen.Shewastoohappytobeabletotakeanythingamiss.Artlessandinnocentasshewas,thishonestprovincialhadnevertormentedhersoulinanattempttowringfromitsomelittlesensibilitytosomenovelshadeofsentimentordistress.Entirelyabsorbed,beforeJuliencame,inthatmassofworkwhich,outsideParis,isthelotofagoodwifeandmother,MadamedeRenalthoughtaboutthepassions,aswethinkaboutthelottery:
acertaindisappointmentandahappinesssoughtbyfoolsalone.
Thedinnerbellrang;MadamedeRenalblusheddeeplywhensheheardJulien'svoiceashebroughtinthechildren.Havingacquiredsomeadroitnesssinceshehadfalleninlove,sheaccountedforhercolourbycomplainingofasplittingheadache.
'Thereyouhavewomen,'putinM.deRenal,withacoarselaugh.
'There'salwayssomethingoutoforderintheirmachinery.'
Accustomedasshewastothisformofwit,thetoneofhisvoicehurtMadamedeRenal.ShesoughtreliefinstudyingJulien'sfeatures;hadhebeentheugliestmanintheworld,hewouldhavecharmedheratthatmoment.
AlwayszealousinimitatingthehabitsoftheCourt,withthefirstfinedaysofspringM.deRenalremovedhishouseholdtoVergy;itisthevillagerenderedfamousbythetragicadventureofGabrielle.Afewhundredyardsfromthepicturesqueruinsoftheoldgothicchurch,M.
deRenalownedanoldcastlewithitsfourtowers,andagardenlaidoutlikethatoftheTuileries,withanumberofboxborders,andchestnutalleystrimmedtwiceintheyear.Anadjoiningfield,plantedwithappletrees,allowedthefamilytotaketheair.Nineortensplendidwalnutsgrewattheendoftheorchard;theirmassivefoliagerosetoaheightofsomeeightyfeet.
'Eachofthosedamnedwalnuts,'M.deRenalwouldsaywhenhiswifeadmiredthem,'costsmehalfanacreofcrop;thecornwillnotgrowintheirshade.'
TherusticsceneappearedtocomeasanoveltytoMadamedeRenal;heradmirationknewnobounds.Thefeelingthatanimatedhergaveheranewspiritanddetermination.OntheseconddayaftertheirremovaltoVergy,M.deRenalhavingreturnedtotownuponsome