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FRANNYANDZOOEYbyJDSalinger
FRANNYANDZOOEY
byJ.D.Salinger
FRANNY
THOUGHbrilliantlysunny,Saturdaymorningwasovercoatweatheragain,notjusttopcoatweather,asithadbeenallweekandaseveryonehadhopeditwouldstayforthebigweekend--theweekendoftheYalegame.Ofthetwenty-someyoungmenwhowerewaitingatthestationfortheirdatestoarriveontheten-fifty-two,nomorethansixorsevenwereoutonthecold,openplatform.Therestwerestandingaroundinhatless,smokylittlegroupsoftwosandthreesandfoursinsidetheheatedwaitingroom,talkinginvoicesthat,almostwithoutexception,soundedcollegiatelydogmatic,asthougheachyoungman,inhisstrident,conversationalturn,wasclearingup,onceandforall,somehighlycontroversialissue,onethattheoutside,non-matriculatingworldhadbeenbungling,provocativelyornot,forcenturies.
LaneCoutell,inaBurberryraincoatthatapparentlyhadawoollinerbuttonedintoit,wasoneofthesixorsevenboysoutontheopenplatform.Or,rather,hewasandhewasn'toneofthem.Fortenminutesormore,hehaddeliberatelybeenstandingjustoutofconversationrangeoftheotherboys,hisbackagainstthefreeChristianScienceliteraturerack,hisunglovedhandsinhiscoatpockets.Hewaswearingamarooncashmeremufflerwhichhadhikeduponhisneck,givinghimnexttonoprotectionagainstthecold.Abruptly,andratherabsently,hetookhisrighthandoutofhiscoatpocketandstartedtoadjustthemuffler,butbeforeitwasadjusted,hechangedhismindandusedthesamehandtoreachinsidehiscoatandtakeoutaletterfromtheinsidepocketofhisjacket.Hebegantoreaditimmediately,withhismouthnotquiteclosed.
Theletterwaswritten--typewritten--onpale-bluenotepaper.Ithadahandled,unfreshlook,asifithadbeentakenoutofitsenvelopeandreadseveraltimesbefore:
TuesdayIthink
DEARESTLANE,
IhavenoideaifyouwillbeabletodecipherthisasthenoiseinthedormisabsolutelyincredibletonightandIcanhardlyhearmyselfthink.SoifIspellanythingwrongkindlyhavethekindnesstooverlookit.IncidentallyI'vetakenyouradviceandresortedtothedictionaryalotlately,soifitcrampsmystyleyourtoblame.AnywayIjustgotyourbeautifulletterandIloveyoutopieces,distraction,etc.,andcanhardlywaitfortheweekend.It'stoobadaboutnotbeingabletogetmeinCroftHouse,butIdon'tactuallycarewhereIstayaslongasit'swarmandnobugsandIseeyouoccasionally,i.e.everysingleminute.I'vebeengoingi.e.crazylately.Iabsolutelyadoreyourletter,especiallythepartaboutEliot.IthinkI'mbeginningtolookdownonallpoetsexceptSappho.I'vebeenreadingherlikemad,andnovulgarremarks,please.ImayevendomytermthingonherifIdecidetogooutforhonorsandifIcangetthemorontheyassignedmeasanadvisortoletme."DelicateAdonisisdying,Cytherea,whatshallwedo?
Beatyourbreasts,maidens,andrendyourtunics."Isn'tthatmarvellous?
Shekeepsdoingthat,too.Doyouloveme?
Youdidn'tsayonceinyourhorribleletter.Ihateyouwhenyourbeinghopelesslysuper-maleandretiscent(sp.?
).Notreallyhateyoubutamconstitutionallyagainststrong,silentmen.Notthatyouaren'tstrongbutyouknowwhatImean.It'sgettingsonoisyinhereIcanhardlyhearmyselfthink.AnywayIloveyouandwanttogetthisoffspecialdeliverysoyoucangetitinplentyoftimeifIcanfindastampinthismadhouse.IloveyouIloveyouIloveyou.DoyouactuallyknowI'veonlydancedwithyoutwiceinelevenmonths?
NotcountingthattimeattheVanguardwhenyouweresotight.I'llprobablybehopelesslyselfconscious.IncidentallyI'llkillyouifthere'sareceivinglineatthisthing.TillSaturday,myflower11
Allmylove,
FRANNY
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P.S.DaddygothisX-raysbackfromthehospitalandwe'reallsorelieved.Itsagrowthbutitisn'tmalignent.IspoketoMotheronthephonelastnight.Incidentallyshesentherregardstoyou,soyoucanrelaxaboutthatFridaynight.Idon'teventhinktheyhearduscomein.
P.P.S.IsoundsounintelligentanddimwittedwhenIwritetoyou.Why?
Igiveyoumypermissiontoanalyzeit.Let'sjusttrytohaveamarveloustimethisweekend.Imeannottrytoanalyzeeverythingtodeathforonce,ifpossible,especiallyme.Iloveyou.
FRANCES(hermark)
Lanewasabouthalfwaythroughthisparticularreadingoftheletterwhenhewasinterrupted--intrudedupon,trespassedupon--byaburly-setyoungmannamedRaySorenson,whowantedtoknowifLaneknewwhatthisbastardRilkewasallabout.LaneandSorensonwerebothinModernEuropeanLiterature251(opentoseniorsandgraduatestudentsonly)andhadbeenassignedtheFourthofRilke's"DuinoElegies"forMonday.Lane,whoknewSorensononlyslightlybuthadavague,categoricalaversiontohisfaceandmanner,putawayhisletterandsaidthathedidn'tknowbutthathethoughthe'dunderstoodmostofit."You'relucky,"Sorensonsaid."You'reafortunateman."Hisvoicecarriedwithaminimumofvitality,asthoughhehadcomeovertospeaktoLaneoutofboredomorrestiveness,notforanysortofhumandiscourse."Christ,it'scold,"hesaid,andtookapackofcigarettesoutofhispocket.LanenoticedafadedbutdistractingenoughlipstickstreakonthelapelofSorenson'scamel's-haircoat.Itlookedasthoughithadbeenthereforweeks,maybemonths,buthedidn'tknowSorensonwellenoughtomentionit,nor,forthatmatter,didhegiveadamn.Besides,thetrainwasarriving.Bothboysturnedasortofhalflefttofacetheincomingengine.Almostatthesametime,thedoortothewaitingroombangedopen,andtheboyswhohadbeenkeepingthemselveswarmbegantocomeouttomeetthetrain,mostofthemgivingtheimpressionofhavingatleastthreelightedcigarettesineachhand.
Lanehimselflitacigaretteasthetrainpulledin.Then,likesomanypeople,who,perhaps,oughttobeissuedonlyaveryprobationalpasstomeettrains,hetriedtoemptyhisfaceofallexpressionthatmightquitesimply,perhapsevenbeautifully,revealhowhefeltaboutthearrivingperson.
Frannywasamongthefirstofthegirlstogetoffthetrain,fromacaratthefar,northernendoftheplatform.Lanespottedherimmediately,anddespitewhateveritwashewastryingtodowithhisface,hisarmthatshotupintotheairwasthewholetruth.Frannysawit,andhim,andwavedextravagantlyback.Shewaswearingasheared-raccooncoat,andLane,walkingtowardherquicklybutwithaslowface,reasonedtohimself,withsuppressedexcitement,thathewastheonlyoneontheplatformwhoreallyknewFranny'scoat.Herememberedthatonce,inaborrowedcar,afterkissingFrannyforahalfhourorso,hehadkissedhercoatlapel,asthoughitwereaperfectlydesirable,organicextensionofthepersonherself.
"Lane!
"Frannygreetedhimpleasurably--andshewasnotoneforemptyingherfaceofexpression.Shethrewherarmsaroundhimandkissedhim.Itwasastation-platformkiss--spontaneousenoughtobeginwith,butratherinhibitedinthefollow-through,andwithsomewhatofaforehead-bumpingaspect."Didyougetmyletter?
"sheasked,andadded,almostinthesamebreath,"Youlookalmostfrozen,youpoorman.Whydidn'tyouwaitinside?
Didyougetmyletter?
"
"Whichletter?
"Lanesaid,pickinguphersuitcase.Itwasnavybluewithwhiteleatherbinding,likehalfadozenothersuitcasesthathadjustbeencarriedoffthetrain.
"Youdidn'tgetit?
ImaileditWednesday.Oh,God!
Ieventookitdowntothepost--"
"Oh,thatone.Yes.Thisallthebagsyoubrought?
What'sthebook?
"
Frannylookeddownatherlefthand.Shehadasmallpea-greenclothboundbookinit."This?
Oh,justsomething,"shesaid.Sheopenedherhandbagandstuffedthebookintoit,andfollowedLanedownthelongplatformtowardthetaxistand.Sheputherarmthroughhis,anddidmostofthetalking,ifnotallofit.Therewassomething,first,aboutadressinherbagthathadtobeironed.Shesaidshe'dboughtareallydarlinglittleironthatlookedlikeitwentwithadollhouse,buthadforgottentobringit.Shesaidshedidn'tthinkshe'dknownmorethanthreegirlsonthetrain--MarthaFarrar,TippieTibbett,andEleanorsomebody,whomshe'dmetyearsago,inherboarding-schooldays,atExeterorsomeplace.Everybodyelseonthetrain,Frannysaid,lookedverySmith,exceptfortwoabsolutelyVassartypesandoneabsolutelyBenningtonorSarahLawrencetype.TheBen-nington-SarahLawrencetypelookedlikeshe'dspentthewholetrainrideintheJohn,sculptingorpaintingorsomething,orasthoughshehadaleotardonunderherdress.Lane,walkingrathertoofast,saidhewassorryhehadn'tbeenabletogetherintoCroftHouse--thatwashopeless,ofcourse--butthathe'dgotherintothisverynice,cozyplace.Small,butcleanandallthat.She'dlikeit,hesaid,andFrannyimmediatelyhadavisionofawhiteclapboardroominghouse.Threegirlswhodidn'tknoweachotherinoneroom.Whoevergottherefirstwouldgetthelumpydaybedtoherself,andtheothertwowouldshareadoublebedwithanabsolutelyfantasticmattress."Lovely,"shesaidwithenthusiasm.Sometimesitwashelltoconcealherimpatienceoverthemaleofthespecies'generalineptness,andLane'sinparticular.ItremindedherofarainynightinNewYork,justaftertheatre,whenLane,withasuspiciousexcessofcurb-sidecharity,hadletthatreallyhorriblemaninthedinnerjackettakethattaxiawayfromhim.Shehadn'tespeciallymindedthat--thatis,God,itwouldbeawfultohavetobeamanandhavetogettaxisintherain--butsherememberedLane'sreallyhorrible,